What is love

chapter 1

MYA

FLASHBACK

"Im good for it daddy you know this" i heard my mom say through the door 

i was just coming back home hoping she would be sleeping now i may get the beating of my life.

"What i tell you about coming home so late you out there hoeing ain't you" my mom said looking at me in disgust

"Mama i was at the park i wasn't doing anything" i said

"And who is this young...sexy...chocolate drop" the random guy standing in my living room. i knew what was happening my mom was about to get her fix so it's my cue to go to my room.

i walked to my room not wanting to hear or see them.

my room wasn't much but it was something i didn't have a bed anymore my mom sold it for drugs so my room is pretty empty i only have a blanket and pillow in room that's it.

I was about to take my clothes off when i heard my room door open

"You thought you could walk away from me" the random man from down stairs said

He started walking up to while unbuckling his pants. he pushed me on the floor and punched me all over my body.

I saw him pull his member out and all i could do is scream

"LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANT THIS" but it didn't help anything he just choked me until i pasted out

"MYA WAKE YO ASS UP IF YOU NOT UP BY THE TIME I GET UP THEM STAIRS WE GON HAVE A PROBLEM" said my mom

"You such a hoe taking my man away from me and fucking him" my mom said

"YOU KNOW I DIDN'T WANT THAT" i yelled

she came over and smacked me "Don't you EVER raise your voice at me eva again!"

she look at me awhile in disgust then she left the room

I went in the bathroom to see all the bruises on my body from the events that happened last night 

"How am i gonna hid this" i thought to myself

i went to my room to get dressed i wore a old thrift story shirt with jeans that were a little bit to big for me but that's all i can afford right now.

It wasn't all like this when my dad was around. My mom wasn't on drugs and my dad didn't leave my mom and i for his secret family so we had no choice but to move to the projects where it's roaches and rats ever where, bad like kids around my age wearing shorts that barley cover their butts looking for a nothing ass dope boy for a boyfriend, and baby mamas yelling at their baby daddies for yet again cheating on them.

Lemme introduce myself my name is Mya, i'm 15 years old, darkskin, im 5'5, and my body isn't nothing to go crazy over and i guess i'm cute my parents used to tell me i'm beautiful but they don't say it to me anymore so i lost all confidence.

Walking down the stairs I feel someone looking at me I turn around and see my mom looking at me with pure disgust.

i just ignored her and kept on walking so i wouldn't be late for school.

When I arrived at school I saw and Niyah and her minion Ava they had been bullying me since middle school but they just some bitter females so i just ignored them

I went to my locker and got what i needed and headed to class

i don't talk to nobody because im the "biggest hoe of the school" but in reality i just lost my virginity last night to that guy i don't know.

AFTER SCHOOL

im walking to the park after school to avoid my mom for a while and i saw Niyah and her little crew with some boys

she walking up to me about to start drama for no reason

"What niyah"

"Girl bye i just wanna know why you walking around here like yo coochie don't stank"

"First of all you came over here to starting shit second if you feeling froggy then leap" i said 

she looked at me then she spit on me and today is the day im going to jail for attempted murder

i put my hair in my hoodie real fast and i punched her in her nose and she fell back and she grabbed my hoodie she was going down and i started punching me in my face.

Not gonna lie and say she didn't put a couple of licks in but i ate that.

suddenly i felt a pair of hair grabbing me off her but she had a grip on my hoodie so i kicked her in her face i bet she let go then

"I told your dumbass not to start nothing with her but now look at you looking stupid with a black eye if you gon start a fight at least win the shit" some boy said she was sitting with earlier

i walked away and started to head home

"MYA"

"yes mama" i said not wanting to hear what she has to say

"WHAT I TELL YOU ABOUT COMING HOME LATE" my mom yelled she was most likely drunk or something

"I lost tra-" i tried to say but she cut me off

"NO YOU OUT HERE TRYING TO BE GROWN BUT SINCE YOU WANNA BE GROWN GET OUT MY HOUSE"

"But i have n-"

"OUT"

i went upstairs and grabbed some of my clothes and left a place i used to call home 

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I changed the story i wasn't really feeling the last one 

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