What is love

Chapter 6

(A/N y'all I'm so sorry for keep disappearing on y'all my life all over the place🤦🏿‍♀️)

MYA
I returned back to the house with everything everywhere, I feel every time I come here everything everywhere. I saw a little blood on the floor and it made my stomach turn.

"Ah finally you've made it back" I hear from behind me as I turn around I see ghost with a stupid smirk on his face that made me think things are going to be bad

"What do you want" I said with an attitude I immediately regretted because he smacked  me across the face

"What the hell is wrong with you" I scream

"Your my problem sexy" he said and is walked  in circles around me

"I've seen the way you look at me I know you want some. Baby girl you just don't know the wonders I can do to your body" he said as he twirled his fingers in my hair

"STOP" I scream but that did nothing but make  him madder

He picked me up and threw me over his shoulders as I kick and scream hoping the neighbors would hear but it was no help

As we got to the bed he tied me up to the bed and started to throw punches at my face

I felt so helpless

Empty

Worthless

Like a nobody

Just how I felt when I was staying with my mother

I need to get out of here fast before he kills me

Or before I kill myself

He stopped for awhile and I thought he'd had enough and he would just leave me there but he wanted more

He started to unbuckle his pants...

"PLEASE HELP HELP! STOP I DONT WNAT THIS" I attempted to cry for help

"Baby nobody can hear you" he said and he bite his lip

"What do you want from me" I say on the verge of crying again

But I didn't get a reply he just walked closer to me

"What if someone treated you daughter like this how would you feel? Think of Winterr and how she would feel if someone did this to her" I said while ugly crying snot and all running down my face

"I would fuck that bitch too if she was old enough but why wait when I got a sexy chocolate drop tied up right in front of me?" He said now fully undressed but his socks were still on

He went to bend down and kiss me but I spat at his face

He wiped it off with his finger and licked it

(A/N I'm getting grossed out myself for writing this🤢)

He walked away and grabbed a knife and stabbed it into my leg and started to twist it while putting it in

I scream in agony as he laugh at my pain

"Next time I should try nails and a hammer or a drill" he said getting excited

He ripped my clothes off and then forced himself into me and forceful thrust himself in and out of me

I tried not to cry to make him go any harder than what he did but I couldn't help it

I tried to block out what was happening to me but I couldn't

I can't keep living like this

This is all my fault

No it's not my fault it's god

He's supposed to be protecting me not hurting me

Planning my life out like this

I want to die

I can't do this anymore

But people would think I'm just a coward for ending it

But they don't know what I go through

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Brianna

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH MY MAN" she yelled

"Please help me Brianna PLEASE" I cried

"I LET YOU STAY IN MY HOSHE AND YOU FUCK MY MAN ARE YOU SERIOUS" she said with her face turning a little red

"He was raping me please unite me and help me" I said

"Baby she lying you know I wouldn't do anything like that do you I love you"

"Baby I believe you" she said

"BITCH ARE YOU DUMB OR STUPID IM TIED UP TO YOUR BED AND HAVE BLOO RUNNING DOWN MY LEG FROM A STAB WOUND TO THE LEG" I yell getting mad

I can't believe someone could be so stupid

"My man would never do anything like that get your shit and go" she yelled

"Nah baby I think we need to finish her off" ghost said

They both looked at me and smiled

"It wouldn't be any fun if she's tied up though" Brianna said

"Then go untie her baby" ghost said

She walked over to me and untied the ropes from my legs and arms

She then bent down and started to kiss my neck

"Fuck wrong with y'all" I said

"Shut up bitch" Brianna said

I reached over and grabbed the knife that was next to me and stabbed her in her arm and she fell off the bed on the floor groaning

Ghost charged toward me to try to get the knife away from me but he was to late I stabbed him in his stomach and did the dash

He wasn't finna catch me

I quickly blocked the door and grabbed my things and and to look for my new daughter winterr

I can't believe she'll be all mine now

I heard her cry's from one of the rooms but I couldn't make out which one it was

I checked every room down the hall and found the one she was in

They had her locked in a closet with stuff piled up on her

My poor baby

I grabbed her and ran out the front door not looking back

"I want my mommy" she cried

"I am your new mommy" I said

She kept crying but I could care less she's my daughter now

I went to grab my phone out my pocket but then discovered I dropped it when ghost snuck up on me

"Shit" I said

I went into the establishment down the block and used the phone to call my brother

"Who dis" he answered

"It's me...Mya I need you to come get me and my daughter some things happen that I can't explain over the phone"

"Ight where you at" he said with a panic in his voice

I was just about to answer when I got light headed and passed out from loosing to much blood from the stabbed wound in my leg

"SOMEONE CALL 911" was the last thing I heard before I blacked out
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Y'all ima try and put more attention to this book but like I said things ain't going good right now so bare with me