30 December 2018
20:05:59
it was not the divorce that brought me agony— it was the fact that the man who had promised to love me was going to leave for good without looking back.
honestly, these past few days i've been immensed in deeply contemplating how i was going to cope up with the fact that wooseok was really going to leave me— but being with him every single day made it too hard for me.
seeing him simply made my knees weak like jelly. his impact to me was just too new, still too new. it felt like it was only two days ago that we had our very first encounter. he still held the most beautiful smile.
i didn't want my mother to interfere anymore with my issues, especially wooseok. i was a 24-year old woman— if four years ago i was able to mourn over the death of my father without her, i'd be strong enough to deal with a heartbreak i was about to go through all alone.
it was the same thing anyways— i lost my dad over an accident i could have prevented. now, i was going to lose the man i loved over his own dreams, something i could have supported and helped him with.
maybe if i wasn't too self centered, he wouldn't have to leave me anymore.
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𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬. / kim wooseok
Fanfiction"would a whole week be enough to make you take me back again?" haerin was resolved into bringing her love wooseok back, but he was tired of having to hide behind her shadows all the time. lowercase intended.
