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~7~

Jahsehs POV

Waking up to blinding sunlight I grab my phone to check my messages

Jenesis
Last night was fun daddy💦

Sinlis
Hey.. i wanted to check in on you whatd you do yesterday?

Stokeleypokeley💦🖤
Bro you smashed deeas friend? Wooordd AYEEEE

Jenesis
Let's link again some time baby😘💦

shaking my head as I read my messages on the lock screen, I decide to ignore them and get ready for school.

Once I was dressed for school I hopped in my car.

Entering the school I see everybody crowding my boy skis here. Ski comes and daps me up, we talk and trade schedules to see if we have any together we have first second fount and sixth together just like me and Sinlis.

So he's definitely gonna mess around and get me jealous 'cause he gotta girl now so he really can't do much.

Oh well I'll deal with it she already went in some date with this artist dickhead. I shake my head and just walk with ski to our first period and on the way I see sin talking to artist.

I decide to ignore it and just go to class. Once we got in class Sinlis comes in and sits next to me. "Hey jah... oh hi" she says to ski and shakes his hand. "Sup I'm ski" he says as he licks his lips.

Then a girl walks in, "bae whatchu doing?" She says with a brow lifted. "Ah this my girl deea" ski says to Sinlis. "Oh well nice to meet both of you I'm Sinlis" she says with a slight smile.

"Hey girl but um y'all can stop holding each others hands now.." she says as ski and son both realize they were still shaking hands. "Oh I'm sorry" sin says as she lets go.

"No problem girl but you hella preeetttyyy we should hang sometime" deea says as sin nods.

"Oh yea jah what'd you do yesterday?" Sin asks me. "Oh my boy was gettin some good good" ski says as he laughs along with deea. "So it was you next door getting pussy?" Sin asks with an eyebrow raised.

"I was drunk" I said shrugging, sin rolls her eyes and stays quiet.

Deea finally takes a seat as the teacher walks in and starts teaching. Ski, deea and I all had a conversation while Sinlis just listened to the teacher staying quiet.

After first I wanted to ask Sinlis if ski and I could walk with her to second but she gathered her stuff so quick and left before anybody else.

Once ski finished grabbing his shit we both walked out the class to see Sinlis kissing artist. "Bro you didn't tell me she had a nigga" ski says as he raises and eyebrow "she doesn't they went on a date yesterday tho" I say as I shrug and continue walking to class.

After school

Jahseh POV still

When I got home I decided to write a new song. I was in a upset mood so I gathered some note books, a computer, also pencils, and head to my studio.

Once I get everything set up I go on my computer and search up instrumentals.

When I found the perfect one I automatically got some ideas

Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my name? I feel the same
and when you hear this you gon feel the pain
and all these niggas that you fucking with to get away
But girl I know you think about it
Almost everyday
And I'll be honest I be jealous of these niggas true
How you feeling with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by yuh mind and yuh walk too
Can't replace you with these bitches that I talk to

I continue to write more lyrics and as I wrote I think about Geneva, Jenesis and Sinlis. Confused as to why I thought of jenesis I decided to take a quick snack break and think for awhile.

Then I receive a call from Sinlis and my heart starts pounding.

Hello?

Yea whatchu need sin

Can I come over?

Of course

She hangs up and I go upstairs to put my basketball shorts on. Once I finish I hear a knock at my door.

Going down the stairs I trip and fall down the stairs I get up and run to the door out of breath. "Uhm did you fall down the stairs?" She says while laughing. "Shhshsh hush come in" I say as I laugh.

"What were you doing that you were in such a rush?" She says as she follows me to my studio. "I was working on a new song" I say as I sit down at the table where the computer is. "Can I hear some of it?" She says as she tilts her head to the side. I nod and begin rapping it to the instrumental.

She looks at me with loving eyes as I rap the full song. Once I stop we look at each other in the eyes for a couple of minutes. She scoots closer as I also scoot close. She places her hand on my cheeks and looks at my eyes back and forth.

I grab her waist and bring her into a kiss. We kiss passionately and she stands up not breaking the kiss to sit in my lap. After a good make out session she pulls away and place her forehead on mine with her eyes closed.

"I'm sorry I can't do this" she says and stands up gathering her things running out the house. I sit there speechless, Placing my elbows on my knees I hunch over and pull my dreads as I harshly shut my eyes thinking.

After about 15 minutes of thinking I get up and decide to start recording the song and posting it as soon as 12 o'clock hits. Once I finish I head to my room making sure every light is turned off so the rooms pitch black. I sit in the darkness and think about everything that I've went to up til now.

I begin to get depressed more and more as each day comes. If only Love wasn't so complicated... I begin to slowly fall asleep as my final thoughts began to become very harmful to the human mind.