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~13~

Sinlis POV

I grab jahs arm and walk into skis house with him. "Jah you didn't have to punch him he said he didn't want problems" I say as he sits on the couch.

"Vro just stop talking about it" he says shooing me away. I shake my head and go upstairs to the guest room.

About 30 minutes later Jah walks in with his head hanging low. "I'm sorry" he says as he lays down with his head in my lap.

"It's fine you were just as grumpy as I was" I say playing with his dreads.

He sits up cross cross in front of me and we look each other in the eye. This feeling felt familiar but I couldn't stop myself from looking at him. All his features and tattoos.

Jah leans in and starts kissing me making me fall back onto the bed. We began to tongue kiss and fight for dominance. The kiss got so deep I couldn't stop myself.

My mind was overflowed with thoughts like "we should stop, I gotta stop this, I can't do this with him".

I couldn't stop myself from kissing him I felt so comfortable under his warmth. He lifts both my legs up around his waist so he can pick me up without breaking the kiss.

He sits me down on the bed and crouches down in front of my finally breaking the kiss.

"Look I like you but I'm willing to wait for you" He says and gives me one last peck on the lips and then walks out. I sigh I just don't see you in that way jahseh. My thoughts began to overwhelm me if this continues then our friendship will be ruined.

A couple minutes later Jah walks back in and starts kissing me again and I just couldn't push him away.

"Sorry I just wanted one more kiss before I can't kiss you anymore" He says as he backs away with a smile and walks out.

I gotta do something before this goes too far I feel bad I don't wanna break his heart he such a sweet heart but I only see him as a friend.

Once again my mind begins to wonder if only I could find someone to distract me from this.

I decide to take a quick nap in the guest room to clear my thoughts right after I clear things up with jah.

Jahsehs POV

"Vro vro vro I gotta tell you sum come to the kitchen" I say slapping skis shoulder while he's on the couch.

He tells deea he'll be back and follows me. "What is it vro" ski says as he scratches his neck.

"Me and sin made out I think she finally catching on" I say with a hint of excitement. "Vro remember don't get too attached just Incase man you never kno vro" ski says shaking his head a little. Too late kinda there's still time to back out but I have hope.

Sinlis then walks in and looks straight at me. "Jah can I talk to u alone" she says looking between me and ski. Ski nods and then walks out.

"Look Jah you already know I don't wanna ruin our friendship I just don't see you in that way ok" she says making my smile fade away. Her face looks hurt as she's telling me this which tells me she doesn't want my feelings to be hurt.

"No hard feelings like I said I'll be waiting don't worry" I say as I shrug it off "no jah I don't want you to wait i don't know if it'll ever happen I just can't see you in that way" she says making my chest hurt. I nod and walk out of the kitchen.

I take a seat next to ski as Sinlis walks through to go upstairs to the guest room. I sigh as I watch her walk away. "Let me guess she rejected you" ski says as deea looks at us "oh you tried to tell her" deea says as she tilts her head. I nod at both of them.

"Well I mean give her some time jah I'm sure she'll come around" deea says "Yea she said she doesn't see it happening at ALL" I say as I toss my head back stretching out.

"Don't stress it vro I'm sure you'll be aight" ski says slapping my knee as he gets up and goes to the kitchen to grab some drinks and snacks.

He throws snacks at me and deea and places the drinks on the table he turns the tv on and puts YouTube and starts playing our music.

We talk and chill for awhile I can tell they are both trying to help me clear my head and be happy for now.

But she just won't leave my mind...