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so i originally wrote this as a joke but people seem to like it lmao

"colby" I hear Sam coming up the stairs

wow he's actually talking to me? he hasn't done that in a while. he's always out with Katrina, I mean, I'm fine with it but we haven't hung out in over a month

"yeah" he stands in my door frame and flashes me a small smile

"I'm going out with Kat today so I won't be home til around nine"

of course, of course he's going out, it's become the normal thing lately

"alright" I fake a smile. this sucks, I'm always faking smiles and telling him it's fine when it's not. I miss my best friend.

he walks out the door to meet up with Kat.

I'm sick of being alone, I'm always bored.

I dial some friends numbers but they don't pick up.

"hey baby"

"hey, you busy?"

"my parents are in town for the week"

"oh, alright"

"sorry"

"..."

"colbs?"

"..."

"baby I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you as soon as they leave, I promise"

"okay"

"I can't wait to see you"

"me either"

"I love you"

"I love you too" I hang up the phone with a slight smile on my face knowing that we'll get to see each other soon. but I'm still bored

"hello?"

"Kian, it's Colby"

"oh hey what's up dude?"

"Sam's with Katrina and I'm bored in the house, wanna do something?"

"ah, sorry, me and Jc are filming all day"

"oh, alright"

"yeah sorry I gotta go" he hangs up making me groan in frustration

"great" I sigh

I decide to go to twitter to catch up on everything

colbygolbachlol: has anyone else noticed that Sam and Colby haven't been hanging out in public in ages??

someone else noticed? wow

samxplr: Sam and Colby should be a couple. they'd be so cute

ew. that's weird. Sam and I have been friends since high school and Sam's straight. I don't know why the fans think we're dating, I don't think we've done anything to make people think that we are.

ok maybe there's been a couple things

solbyandbrolby: I JUST MET KAT AND SAM!! THEY WERE ON A DATE AND I GOT A PHOTO WITH THEM. THEYRE ADORABLE. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, although I wish Colby was there too [[pic attached]]

there's pictures of the girl with them then there's a picture of Kat and Sam holding hands the girl looks so happy, she's crying and smiling

it makes me happy to see fans reactions when they get noticed or we meet them.

I spend a few hours on twitter and scrolling through instagram

it's around 7, I decide to tweet a few things because the fans haven't heard from me in a few days, I reply to a few tweets and start to feel alone again. I hate being in this huge house by myself

colbybrock: this sucks. what happened to us?

I receive so many tweets asking what I'm talking about but only one catches my eye

samgolbach: who?

I don't answer him though, he'll probably question me about it later

colbybrock: yo Sam, come home, I'm bored :-D

I end up falling asleep not long after that tweet.

I must say, it was well needed, I haven't been sleeping much lately

"colby, hey I'm home"

I sit up and rub my eyes

"what? oh hey Sam" I mumble "you're home early"

"yeah, Kat's gone to visit family"

"alright" I turn over and lay back down so my back is facing him

"colbs? what's wrong?"

"nothing" I mutter

"I'm not an idiot colby, I can see that something's wrong. some things been off with you for weeks" he speaks in a concerned tone

"how could you possibly know that? you've hardly spent any time with me" I blurt through gritted teeth

"colby" he breathes

"just leave me alone Sam"

"what? no, talk to me" he sits beside me making my bed dip slightly

"no I've tried to talk, you always leave"

"I'm sorry, okay? I've been going out with Kat. I need you to talk to me" he states

"fine. you want me to talk? I'll talk. I know you've been with Kat. you're always out with her. you're never home anymore. I'm always left alone and I'm sick of it. we've been best friends since fucking high school and now it's suddenly going to shit because we're never together anymore"

I pause for a minute trying to not let the anger get the best of me

"Sam you hardly even make conversation with me anymore, all you ever say is 'I'm going out with Kat, I won't be back for a few hours' then you leave, I get that you love her but Jesus Sam it's not fair to me" I mumble avoiding his eyes

"what? oh my god colby I'm sorry, I didn't notice"

"that's the problem. you don't care about me enough to notice" I can feel myself getting angry again

"of course I care about yo-"

"no! you obviously don't. you haven't even noticed that I've been here alone basically all the time. I lock myself in my room and hardly go out anymore" I start to feel warm tears slide down my face

"I'm so sorry alright? I know I've been wrapped up in my own little world with Kat and I'm sorry. but I care about you a lot colby. I always have and I always will. you're my best friend and that's never gonna change. it breaks my heart to know I made you think that I didn't care about you" a couple of tears fall from his face as he pulls me into a hug.

we pull apart a few seconds later and wipe our tears

"how long is Kat gone for?"

"like a week I think?" I nod

"wanna watch a movie?" Sam smiles and picks a movie

"what'd you pick?"

"Grown Ups" I laugh. of course he picked that one, it's pretty much our go to movie

"I love this movie"

"me too" he mumbles

about half way through the movie Sam falls asleep with a small smile on his face

I'm glad we talked. it's about time