Preciously unwanted.

CHAPTER FOUR.

Jenny and I walked back to her car and sat there, waiting for the rain to stop, as it would be too dangerous to drive in the rain. Jenny fell asleep, but I stayed up. The rain lasted for two long hours, but to me it felt like two years. My mind kept replaying everything that had happened to me.

How could my family abandon me like this? They didn't even want to hear me out. I was sure that the'd accept me and support me. I had never in a million years thought that the'd just kick me out of the house. Mom was always an open minded woman, who believed that we should always support the people we love the most in any situation. So, why was she going back on her word? Dad was always a very calm person, so why was he yelling and screaming at me as if I'd killed somebody. 

And then Jason. The only question I had for him was why? Why, why, why?

Why had he done this to me, when I was carrying his own baby? Why did he lie about that night to his family? Why did he want to break up with me when he was also responsible for the baby in my womb? Why did he not try to defend me or tell his family that he would support me? Why did he think it was okay to walk out on me like that? Why did he not think about how I felt about all this?

I heard the rain slowly stop and I woke Jenny up. She sat up and yawned loudly, looking around.

''Man, I'm too tired to drive. I need to continue sleeping. We'll start going tomorrow. You should also get some rest. I'll go take my clothes from your parent's house tomorrow.'' she said, carelessly, and went back to sleeping. I watched her silently. She was the only one who was supporting me in all this. And I was so thankful that she was my cousin. She would help me get my life back on track, and that was the thought that got me to sleep.

The next morning, I felt the sun rays strike against the window. I stretched my arms and exhaled. It wasn't very comfortable sleeping in a car, but I had managed to get a good sleep. I looked towards Jason house and saw him get out to take out the trash. He was dressed in a jersey sweat shirt and plaid shorts.

His hair was jelled back and his skin looked golden under the sun. His muscular body made him look like a model. He ran his hand through his hair and I couldn't help but gaze at his sexiness, despite the fact that I was mad at him.

He looked towards the car and our eyes met. He stared at me for what seemed like ages, before walking back inside. My eyes filled with tears, but I wiped them.

''OK, Jenny, time to get up.'' I said, shaking her. She slowly opened her hazel eyes to stare at me. She sighed, and sat up. Slowly, she inserted her key into the ignition, and slowly turned it. The car engine roared and it seemed to make her jump.

Jenny drove out of Jason's neighbor hood. As she did, I couldn't help but feel empty. Jason was everything to me and I never thought that we'd ever split. I felt like I was leaving the most important person in my life behind. It almost made me cry, but I didn't. What made me even more emotional was when we stopped at my house. I had stayed in this house since I was ten, and the fact that I was no longer welcomed was so very painful to take in and accept.

Jenny squeezed my hand and promised that my mom and dad were just in shock, and that the'd forgive me. I hoped it was true. Jenny arrived at the doorstep and rang the bell. Grandma opened the door. She looked sad and empty, and it looked like she'd been crying.

''Jenny! Where's Sara?'' grandma asked, the moment she saw her.

''Grandma, she's in the car'' Jenny said, and grandma rushed to Jenny's car and threw open the door. She wrapped her arms around me and instantly burst into tears. I cried too. She kissed my head and pulled away from me.

''Tell me, are you alright?'' she asked, and I nodded.

''I wish I had the money to take you to Princeton and help you with the baby. But, I'm too weak and poor. '' she told me. I placed my two hands on her soft, soft, cheeks.