Her || Jungkook X Reader (translated from italian)

CHAPTER 22 - TYPICAL FRIDAY NIGHT

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Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, FUCK.

Just seeing him was causing me to nearly faint, this is not quite normal. I watched him walking towards the others who were still sitting on the floor and he looked at me just for a second. My heart rate was approaching superhuman levels and I tried to control my breathing by breaking eye contact, looking down, hoping he wasn't looking at me anymore. I mean, I wanted him to look at me, but... at the same time I didn't want him to...

Great... I'm also becoming bipolar. Thank you very much Jeon fucking Jungkook.

- What's going on? - He asked quietly.

His voice was strange, a little hoarse, almost broken. For some reason I felt that I should be close to him, I felt as if I could cure that bitterness that had made room in his tone, but I had to fight my whole essence to not run and hug him. He looked so sad, still beautiful, charming, but with a distressed air, which for some reason was making him look even more seductive than usual.

As you can see, I'm getting completely mad.

The truth is that he is beautiful in whatever state of mind he is, in any place, with anything on him. He is... just the past now, a short adventure. Come on Y/N, you have to be strong, you can't give up just by seeing that beautiful depressed face...

- It just happens that this girl has a golden voice. - their manager intervened to then look at me - There are things that you could do better obviously, and some points on which you should still work, but I must say that the potential exists. A lot of it, Y/N. -

I was already quite shocked by the sight of my beautiful angel, now Seijin comes along to say these things in front of everyone. What an embarrassment.

- Ah Y/N, now let's see if you can dance too. - Jimin said cheerfully.

Just when I was about to wave my arms to express the most absolute denial about this terrible idea, I heard a dull thud that almost made me have a heart attack, and looking towards the door for the umpteenth time, I saw how Melany came in like a raging tornado, bumping against all those who were on her way and coming to grab me firmly by the wrist.

- Heeey guuuys!! That's good, you're all here! Then I guess you heard Y/N sing! - she didn't even give them time to reply that she already almost took me out of the room - Perfect, have you heard that talent? What a skill, huh? Hahaha, think about it for a while 'cause we need to be somewhere. Byeee. -

And so saying, she pulled me out of that room where I had experienced too many emotions.

- I came as soon as I could, but I couldn't be that suspicious, I tried to hold Jungkook as much as possible, but he wasn't exactly very happy today. -

- Please Melany, do not break my heart even more. - I begged her walking beside her towards her office that had become mine for the day - Where did you find him? -

- Joonie first came to your office to pick you up to sing, so I sent him to you and on my way to check if you were really singing, I met Jungkook. Honestly Y/N, I don't think he considers you just a crush, I'm telling this because I know when someone is really suffering and this poor little boy seems to really, really care about you. - she whispered softly.

- Are you trying to confuse me? Weren't you the one who told me this morning that I made the right choice? Now you are trying to make me feel like shit for doing the rational thing in this situation? - I asked in an exaggerated way but in a low voice.

- I know what I said but I can't help feeling sorry for him... If only you had seen him... -

- Better not see him, then. I don't want to have any other sad moments that can provoke a possible psychosomatic illness, ok? I am trying to behave normally but it seems that I no longer know what this word means. -