Her || Jungkook X Reader (translated from italian)

CHAPTER 39 - I LOVE HER

POV YOU

I was waiting to see him kneel and I swear that the emotions I felt were indescribable but to my surprise I saw how he stretched out his hand to me. I looked at him confused and he encouraged me to take his hand but I was so emotional that I couldn't move, I was paralyzed.

- Come with me Y/N. - he softly spoke while Melany was pushing me to get up on stage by shaking her hands.

As hypnotized, I got up on stage and the crowd began to applaud for some reason, while I wasn't understanding a fucking thing about what was happening. Hadn't they said there would be the last song? What does it have to do with me? Why are they making me get up? The beautiful words from before were for me? My head hurts now.

He dragged me onto the stage, among the other boys, while I continued to stare at Melany as if I was high and there I felt how my breath left me, my legs became limp, my head got dizzy, my heart was beating like crazy, almost coming out of my chest, but at least I had Joonie near me who was still holding my hand and Tae smiling at me like a child with an arm around my neck.

I felt like a smurf since they were all so damn tall.

I began to torture my hands trying to look only at the floor, I would probably have fainted any minute now.

Namjoon: - Maybe you already know who this girl is from TV, or maybe not, but as a surprise for you this evening, our Kookie here and Y/N will sing you a cover together, already sung in the past by our favorite maknae: 2U, by Justin Bieber. -

Screams, cheers and applause rose in the air as my face probably turned to stone.

NO, nonono, I won't sing, I ABSOLUTELY won't sing!!!

There are too many people, too many emotions and then Kookie... he doesn't even want to talk to me. Who the hell got this shitty idea?

I immediately remembered yesterday, when Melany "accidentally" started the 2U cover song and I gave myself a mental slap as I was so naive to believe that it was actually a mistake on her part. All along she just wanted to know if I knew this song well so that today I could destroy it in front of the whole South Korea and the whole world, apparently.

Mental note: to kill Melany after finishing this cringe moment.

If I'm still alive, obviously.

One by one, I saw the BTS members leave the scene greeting me in their own way: Jin embraced me and the audience made a resounding "aaaaaaaaaawwwww", Tae simply hopped around me and gave me a kiss on the cheek, Joonie gave me a wink and Hobi gave me a high five; Jimin grabbed my cheeks like my grandmother and Yoongi approached me and kissed my forehead whispering a "good luck" to which I couldn't answer.

It was as if he gave me his blessing and so it was just me and him.

I looked at him in terror as he approached me with that magnetic smile and handed me a microphone that I grabbed with a trembling hand. Maybe I was developing an early Parkinson's disease. I was sure that at that moment I was unable even to speak, not to mention sing.

- Apparently Y/N is a bit nervous - he said addressing the public - can we help her? -

And at that moment a roar of applause rose in the air making me even more embarrassed. The notes of the song rose in the air and he signaled me that he would start.

I felt like I was about to faint, die, I wanted to escape but I was unable to do anything.

His voice was soft, sweet, dreamy and full of feelings and his features were almost fairy-tale like to my eyes; I almost dazed hearing him but then I saw him turn towards me, a sign that it was my turn to sing. I plucked up my courage, closed my eyes, so as not to see the tide of people staring at us, and brought the microphone closer to my lips, taking a big gulp of air before I started.