CHAPTER 34 - THE CONFESSION

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POV JUNGKOOK

- The girls arrived but the director asked to speak with Y/N first. - Tae announced while sadly entering the meeting room where only a few minutes ago, our life was analyzed and modified. We were the only ones left, our manager was too busy denying any involvement of Y/N with us in front of all the existing newspapers, making her appear only as a friend of Melany, not ours.

Jimin: - Guys... what a mess... -

Jin: - I keep saying we have to do something. -

Hobi: - Yes but what? Do you want to give up our career? I swear I would do it but I love too much what I do to give it up. -

Yoongi: - I understand you. The fact is that I feel so trapped sometimes, and here is not even about Y/N. It's certainly not the first time that I feel this way. - he stopped for a few seconds and added – Or not the first time they command us with whom we can be friends. –

I understood what Yoongi meant. Actually this situation did not weigh so heavily on us at first: giving up our private life seemed a small sacrifice for what we had in mind, but over time it became more and more tiring to have to give up our desires, friendships and love in the case of Namjoon. More than once he confessed to us that what he felt for Melany was incredibly profound, he saw it as the person with whom to spend the rest of his life with, he often talked to us about the family he wanted to have with her, they even thought about the number of children they would like to have so seeing him so distraught was normal all in all, but he was breaking our hearts.

And above all... it wasn't fair.

Yoongi patted him on the back to encourage him, but no reaction came from him. He hadn't opened his mouth for hours now and we were beginning to worry, he seemed almost catatonic. He was probably feeling terribly guilty: not only was he losing the love of his life but Melany eventually gave up her life in Italy for the opportunity to work here for us, put her trust in the company and now they were treating her as if she was a simple object that no longer had any use.

Disgusting.

Taehyung: - I can't stand here anymore. This air is unbreathable. –

It's true, I couldn't either.

- I'm going out for a moment, I need some fresh air. - I said getting up.

I was walking through the corridors of the company and I realized that I arrived at the director's office door without even realizing it, where now there was also Y/N. Poor thing... Melany had said that she couldn't understand why all this fuss was about and actually I was starting to ask myself the same thing. I looked at my cell phone only to see a myriad of messages and calls from Ji-Eun. She too, like the rest of Korea, was asking me why the newspapers talk about a love triangle between me, Y/N and Yoongi.

I was too tired to explain the situation and this expectation of the world that I should explicate everything that happens in my life began to terribly frustrate me . And if I feel like this, I can't even begin to imagine how Y/N must be feeling: in another country, coming for a simple vacation, now finds herself in the middle of a media scandal.

I thought again of the guy I had beaten and smiled softly to myself: I would've done it another 100 times over if it was necessary. She deserves the best, deserves to be happy and deserves someone who respects her, not like that idiot.

I leaned my head against the wall, now psychologically exhausted from all this absurd situation, when I heard the sound of the door next to me open and I saw her come out. Beautiful as always and with a fairly satisfied look on her face, she met my gaze, however, she immediately looked at the other side and for some reason this pissed me off.

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