I cried in secret
Every night, my pillows are wet
I want them to see I'm strong
But why now it feels so wrong?
They say I'm unbreakable
Surrounded by thick tall walls
Do they see me that strong?
To not see that there's something wrong?
Yes, I've smiled even if it hurts
Yes, I didn't care to all the hurtful words
Yes, I did act nice even when bullied
Yes, I did still became good even they're backstabbing me
But, things right now are different
I really dont know where it went
All I know it passes through my limit
It all became too much to fit
I badly want it to stop
I'm near my breaking point.
Please make it stop
I'm getting scared to reasons I can't pinpoint
I may be strong
But please notice my vulnerability
Something's really wrong
I can't think of any good possibilities
Help me, I beg you please
I can't walk away from these
Help me, I'm slowly drowning here
Am I too silent to hear?
Can anybody please let me cry
Let my cry by your side
Can someone please tell me why?
Why is it killing me inside?
Can someone pleace notice it?
I'm suffering here
Can't they see? I'm in my limit
Everything's too much to bear
Please help me, I'm done acting strong
I want to shout and cry that it's wrong
Something's really wrong
Please, I'm not that strong.
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"Hindi lahat ng akala mong malakas at matibay ay walang iniindang sakit. Sadyang magaling lang silang magartista-tistahan." - Muss JAE
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Miss JAE's Craziness
PoetryCraziness isn't always a disorder in our brain. It could be your courage to do something that anyone would never think to do. It is the thing you do to express yourself even if everyone thinks it is nonsense. And this book... This is my craziness.
