friends || s.j √

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it's three a.m. again.

but this time we were sober.

oh and we were also wearing bff hoodies, that we bought while walking through the city.

"have you ever tried to practice kissing with a friend?"

oh?

"no why?"

"wanna try it?"

oh.

my heart skipped a beat. my eyes couldn't stop blinking. i don't know if i was terrified or excited. please don't tell me it's a test 'cause if yes i'm definitely not passing.

i nodded quickly and he climbed on my lap.

some soft kisses in the beginning.

after 5 minutes he was hovering over me letting our tongues glide against each other.

"wowowow... wait a second."

that was definitely too much for my brain to handle.

"sorry."

never say that ever again. you don't deserve to apologize for anyone. especially not for that amazing make out session.

"no, it's.. it's fine. i was just thinking about something."

brain, please work. just this once. think of something random i could say instead of "i love you" or "i'm so gay for you it's disgusting"

"what were you thinking about?"

got it.

"you know that i am only a side character in another persons life, like i mean if your life would be a movie. or a sitcom or something..."

going back to the lying. it's just easier than being honest.

"you mean porn?"

girl what-

"no just a sitcom!"