tears are running down my cheek.
i can't control my breath.
i feel like i'm drowning.
i feel like my life is not worth living anymore.
instinctively, i called hyunjin.
"hyunjin?"
i stuttered. my breath was uneven and my stuffy nose made my voice sound all nasally.
"hey seungm- oh my god baby, what's wrong?"
don't call me baby. not right now.
"i- i don't know. i just feel really bad and i wanted to call you. probably just anxiety or something..."
i lied. even worse than the last times. i almost feel bad this time.
"tell me the truth."
"hyunjin please don't be mad or something."
here goes nothing.
"i could never baby."
"i.. i'm gay.."
silence...
"please hyunjin don-"
"no, don't worry. there is nothing bad with being gay. you're still the same person. your sexuality doesn't matter. you matter."
"thank you hyunjinnie."
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Fanfictionseungjin || stray kids and what the hell are we tell me we were just friends this doesn't make much sense started; 09/08/19 ended; 09/28/19 edited; 08/01/22
