friends || s.j √

열여덟

walking down the beach is one of the best things ever.

hyunjin and i used to do that, when we were younger.

"hyunjin?"

i said while he looked down on me.

"huh?"

"why are you staring at me like that? is there something on my face this time?"

okay, i swear he was actually staring at my lips, but i just want him to kiss me, without talking about his lips and making it obvious. i might have too many expectations.

"my god, you are so beautiful."

i blushed. okay no i don't.

"can i kiss you?"

why are you even asking? it's almost awkward now. i don't care. hyunjin could never make a situation awkward. it's hyunjin. maybe i just say that because i love him so much.

i nodded quickly. it's pathetic. my mind is face palming me on the inside. seungmin, he's not going anywhere, chill.

he took my face in his big hands and gave me a little peck.

"that's it?"

i asked and raised an eyebrow.

and yes, maybe then i started making out with him.

and maybe i fell a third time.

maybe.

perhaps.

probably.

and it already hurts to love him so hard. i will fall so many more times.