some days passed.
and i am totally fine.
life goes on.
it was only my best friend. the one i loved the most.
i'm okay.
he told my biggest secret to other people while i was not ready to come out.
life can't even get worse.
and now,
i am laying on my bed,
crying,
like the other 5 days.
it's just me,
my bed, netflix, and no food.
i didn't eat for 3 days.
i'm only drinking water,
and i'm not even that hungry.
or i'm repressing the feeling of hunger. who knows.
and maybe i can't get over him.
and maybe i lost weight.
and maybe i should eat something.
but my life is not that important.
i don't have a reason to live without him. it almost sounds too dramatic but mental health hits you in the face after loosing your best friend... your crush... your loverboy...
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friends || s.j √
Fanfictionseungjin || stray kids and what the hell are we tell me we were just friends this doesn't make much sense started; 09/08/19 ended; 09/28/19 edited; 08/01/22
