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yours_sincerely,hoseokI'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

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yours_sincerely,hoseok
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard.
And I'm holding my breath, I'm holding my breath til I can say all of the words I want to say - from my heart. ❦

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hyungwontheprice
Hoseok
Come on now
Let's not fight, we're best friends, aren't we
Best friends don't fight

yours_sincerely,hoseok
That's the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard

hyungwontheprice
Can't you just let got of your teenage crush over 1D for once

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Don't know what you mean

hyungwontheprice
Okay now send me a damn song already

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard.
And I'm holding my breath, I'm holding my breath til I can say all of the words I want to say - from my heart

hyungwontheprice
Isn't it

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Isn't it what

hyungwontheprice
Isn't it the same song you posted a few hours ago on insta

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I don't know - is it?

hyungwontheprice
It is
Why did you even deactivate your comments

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Sometimes you just have something to say without wanting to hear the answers.

hyungwontheprice
What?
I don't get it

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I know. It's okay

hyungwontheprice
I don't know the song

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Thought so

hyungwontheprice
I'll listen wait

yours_sincerely,hoseok
No

hyungwontheprice
?

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I'm tired Hyungwon
I'm tired and I don't want this anymore
Just don't listen to it, let's just do something funny.

hyungwontheprice
Like being our bad-jokes-are-funny-duo again?

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Yeah
Sounds nice

hyungwontheprice
A slice of apple pie is $2.50 in Jamaica and $3.00 in the Bahamas. These are the pie rates of the Caribbean.

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Fuck

hyungwontheprice
ahahahahahahhahaha I can't I love dad jokes

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I'm laughing way too hard, shit

hyungwontheprice
It's even funnier 'cuz you are actually in the caribbean hahahahahha

yours_sincerely,hoseok
You're right
It is

hyungwontheprice
I'm glad we're fine again (:
Have to go, Jooheon is waiting

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Okay



Hoseok
"Shit.", I whispered as I felt another tear build up in my eye. I blinked a few times and leaned my head back, so it wouldn't come out.

"Why do I have to like you so much.", I hissed and bit my bottom lip hardly. I gulped a few times, hoping it would take away the pain inside. The pain of being too far away from my best friend, what turned so fast into the pain of being rejected every single time - even without a proper confession.

I didn't want to see the truth. For so long I've been hiding these feelings inside, knowing perfectly well, that Hyungwon would never - literally never - even think about sharing these feelings with me.

My phone vibrated in my hands, which snapped me out of my thoughts. I sniffled a few times and pressed on the little black button on my Iphone.


joo_honey
Don't you even think about giving up
Get your ass up, I know that you're hurt, but it isn't the first time, is it?
Show him who you really are and what he misses


I chuckled as I read the message. Maybe he was right. Maybe I shouldn't give up.

At least not now.

Not before he told me that there was no hope. But it was so freaking hard...

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