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joo_honey
Don't you even think about giving up
Get your ass up, I know that you're hurt, but it isn't the first time, is it?
Show him who you really are and what he misses

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Did he show you the conversation we had? 

joo_honey
?????????????
It's still Hyungwon we're talking about 
He would never never show anyone his phone! 
Not even you, if I remember it right 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Urgh yeah he does
But only about 5 times in a year 
And his photos and messages are locked with an extra password 

joo_honey
And I'm still asking myself why... 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Anyway
How do you know? 

joo_honey
Saw the conversation by accident 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Right, you two are together right now 

joo_honey
We are
He's driving 
He forgot to close your chat as he turned his phone on to use maps
So I've seen what you texted 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
All of it? 

joo_honey
Of course not
But the last few messages 
You're not texting like that if you find something funny 
I'm still wondering why he didn't recognize 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Because it's Hyungwon we're talking about 
He's dumb af 

joo_honey
He's not... 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
I've been trying to make it obvious for the last few months and he's still not getting it 

joo_honey
Yeah and we both do know why 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
No I don't 

joo_honey
Hoseok

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Yeah

joo_honey
'Cuz you've been friends since ever
Of course he wouldn't expect that change of feeling you had towards him 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
It wasn't a change of feelings 
He has never been a simple friend to me 

joo_honey
But for him you are 
You are his best friend, he probably tells you more than anyone else 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Ha 
Are you trying to be funny? Because it doesn't work 

joo_honey
Come on man 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
No
Honestly Jooheon 
Hyungwon is... different. He never tells anyone anything - not even me. I didn't know his brother was in hospital until his mother told me by accident 
I didn't know he would fail french class because he was too embarrassed to tell me - even though he KNEW I could help him - or you, you speak french as well, don't you?

joo_honey
I speak french, oui 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
He never tells me how he feels, he never tells me whats going on inside his head 
He's just being negative about anything and I seriously am asking myself, why I even fell for him 

joo_honey
:) 
I can tell you why 

yours_sincerely,hoseok
Please do. 

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