feels

love at first sight is real

background info: school has just started up for me and i met an amazing person who i can gladly call mine.

that first day,

when we sat at the same table,

i glanced at you,

and instantly my heart bled,

i didn't want to believe it,

i was scared,

you were, 

and are so handsome and cool,

i was afraid to ever tell you.

then as if it was destined to be,

we both gave our friend notes that we liked each other,

and still to this day i don't understand how you can love me,

but you do,

when i gave you the note,

my heart raced,

my lungs collapsed,

my whole body was shaking,

i avoided your eyes,

but when you approached me and hugged me,

i knew it was real..

finnian,

god that name, 

rolls off my tongue like it was meant to,

your touch still gives me goosebumps,

your kiss sends chills down my spine,

is this love?

love at first sight?

i want to spend every night with you,

kissing and giggling,

your heartbeat putting me to sleep,

and i hope one day,

we could be dressed in white,

yes i know it's so fast,

but i can't help it,

i'm sitting here,

crying because i'm fallin' deep,

oh so deep.

this was all you,

my finnian,

my handsome, hot, cute, finnian.

you're perfect,

no matter what you identify as,

they, she, him, it, whatever,

you are you, 

and it is perfect to me,

i love you.

and i have since first sight.

(i literally cried i am pathetic)