eccedentesiast (poetry)

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sometimes i almost wish
we were more than
what we have now.

because don't get me wrong
i love what we have,
and it's so so special to me,
but i just wish it was more.

because i wish i could see
your face everyday
and hear your voice as
you tell me about your day.
and i wish i could hug you
when you're feeling sad
and are in a desperate need
for one.
and i wish we could be like
normal friends, and go shopping
and getting dinner together.

but instead, the universe
had decided that
we can't be like that.
that we can't hear each other.
or hug each other.
or hang out with each other.
the universe decided we must
be apart from one another.

and i wish that one day maybe
we could be more than
what we have now.

october 6, 2019
9:18 p.m.

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