The Shadow Lady (Paradise Academy)

Chapter 20:This is me

Helliazy's P.O.V

"I didn't thought crying is the most shameful thing I ever did"I admitted then look at Maxx,he just smiled and shook his head.

"Hindi naman kahihiyan ang umiyak,alam mo ba pag-umiiyak tayo ibig sabihin nun normal tayo?"anito saka napa ismid,sigurado akong may pinag dadaanan ang isang ito.

"M-may pinagdadaanan ka ba?"Tanong ko sa naiilang na boses,dinig ko pa ang pagtawa tawa nito bago lumingon sa'kin at ibinalik ang kanyang tingin sa hallway.

"Well Fellisy is my fiancé"panimula nito na aking ikina gulat,is he fooling around?WTF!"Pero nung nagkasakit sya agad syang ipinadala sa Enchanted World at doon sya ginamot,once she came back she doesn't know us anymore"naka ngiti ngunit makikita mo sa kanyang mga mata ang lungkot at pangungulila at dahil doon ay nakumbinsi ako sa sinabi nya.

His situation is hard,hard as my head...

"Have you ever tried telling her the truth?"tanong ko na kanyang ikina iling."why?"I ask.

"Hindi ko pwedeng madaliin ang pagbalik ng memorya nya,it can lead to more difficulties for her and much worst she can die because of being empty"sagot ni maxx at nagpatuloy lang sa paglalakad,napa yuko naman ako ang hirap pala ng buhay ni Maxx, he's suffering too much for the girl he loves well I can say that he loves her I can see it in his eyes and eyes don't lie.

Well my eyes do lie,bakit?dahil sa tuwing malungkot ako wala namang emosyon ang mga mata ko,While I'm frustrated my eyes don't,when I'm mad my eyes don't show how mad I am.

Yes I can feel how mad I am,matagal na simula palang nung magmulat akong mag-isa,may galit ng namuo sa puso ko at doon nagsimulang umitim ang kapangyarihan ko,hindi naman ganito ang kapangyarihan ko noon,I always have that light inside my palms but when I realized I was alone my powers became that dark and unforgivable,in short cursed.

Every time I walked and passed  by those living things and they'll just—die and I was the one who's left alive,I was so afraid that time but that emotion immediately faded,all my emotions faded,me and just my empty heart left,what's left inside of me faded.

Ilang sandali lang ay may kakaibang enerhiya akong naramdaman,my heart just lost its beat and I can feel the battle inside me.

"H-Helliazy?"I look straight at Maxx, hindi ko maintindihan pero nararamdaman kong natatakot sya,I don't understand Maxx is afraid but I can feel joy inside me.

"Afraid of me?"tanong ko rito,then the both side of my lips lit up,I-I smiled?

"H-Helliazy w-what's h-happening t-to y-you?"nauutal na tanong ni maxx na mas ikina laki ng ngisi sa aking mga labi.

"Well I'm happy"sagot ko sa kanya saka humakbang palapit kay maxx na ikina atras ulit nito,and a creepy voice laugh.....

"Hahahaha!!!seeing someone's afraid of me,makes my heart jump"and it was me who had that voice,this is the real me...ganito ako nang magising ako,ito ang totoong ako.

"S-step back!"maxx said that makes my grin fade then I raise my right brow before I smirk.

"I'm hurt that you're afraid of me maxx"huling sabi ko saka naglakad palayo,alam ko ang kayang gawin nitong kapangyarihan ko kapag nagtagal pa ang sayang nararamdaman ko,ang totoo ay may mga emosyon akong nararamdaman pero kailangan kong isipin na may mga inosenteng buhay ang mabubura kung ipagpapatuloy ko pa ang kagustuhan kong ito.

This is the real reason why I can't show or feel any emotion,in just a blink of an eye can lead everyone to death.

I was A Bright Lady back then but once I woke up alone the monster inside me had woken up and she is The Dark Shadow Lady.

Kung magpapakamartir ka,dun naman sa worth it na tao🙂

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