Rainy nights

Chapter 9

(Dude I'm in a depressive state right now so if there's a depressing shit in this one, sorry?)
Gee's point of view, again

Frank was asleep I was drawing because I didn't know what else to do, I was drawing frank too much but he was the most important thing in my life right now I was worried about Mikey but he seemed alright, I saw frank shift in his sleep and heard him groan softly and he shifted again I could tell he was having another nightmare, I got up and kneeled beside him his legs and arm hanging off the bed he twitched then I softly shook him and said his name a few times until he jolted up out of his nightmare, he looked around then he hugged me tightly I hugged him back "Frankie, are you okay?" I asked him, I felt his head shake a 'no' "do you want to talk about it?" I felt him nod I kiss his forehead then pulled away from the hug and sat down next to him, he leaned against me then we sat in silence for a while he needed to calm down before he spoke is what I'm guessing "it was about my mom, she used to hit me and throw things at me for no reason she'd just do it, I'll get yelled at it had became an everyday thing her hitting me and yelling at me I don't like loud noises and I'll flinch easily, the dream was about where I was in the kitchen at my moms house and she walked in and threw something at me then walked up to me slapped me a couple time slammed my head against the wall and screamed at me, that's when you woke me up" he said as he voice got quieter as he got into detail I hugged him again and kissed his forehead "it's okay" I told him he nodded "she hated me and I hated her she's part of the reason why I ran away, basically" he told me  "I had a boyfriend in high school and I brought him home for dinner and she screamed at me slapped me a couple times and left, she hated gay people she was really religious" he said "what happened to the guy?" I asked "I told he had to leave and we never saw each other again" he said "I grew up catholic went to a catholic school but me being the way I am I went and got a few visible tattoos and got my lip pierced, after that she told me that I was a disgrace and that I was going to hell and she hit me I hit her back and I went to my room locked my door, packed my bag and climbed out the second floor I walked to the front to my car and drove off and I never looked back" I listened to frank about everything he told me I rubbed his back and kissed his head.

Frank later told me that he was a vegetarian and we just stayed inside and watched movies like normal. I was in my room drawing I was focused on what I was thinking of, I was drawing a super hero type person, it took awhile to get the shape of the body just right but I finally got it, then I felt a hand on my shoulder and I kiss on my head "that's really good" Frank said I nodded "thank you"   "I'm going to take a shower, okay?" He said I nodded "is it okay I come too?" I ask quietly, he nodded "I'll wash your hair, you wash mine?" he said "I'm fine with that" I said as I look up at him then he leaned down and kissed my head "I'll got start the water I'll come get you in a minute, okay?" He said, I nodded then he left,I got up and got a few clothes, then he came back without a shirt on and he looked at me I got up with the clothes in hand and walked over to him and kissed his shoulder then walked into the bathroom and then I put my hand in the running water "is that alright?" He asked as he slid his arms around my waist and kissed my shoulder, I nod as he lifts up my shirt and kisses my back I turn around and slide his sweatpants down as he did the same to me.
He squirts shampoo in his hand and runs his hand through my shoulder length hair and lathers it in then rinses it out then I did the same to him I kiss him then I get out and dry off then put on my boxers then a plain black shirt then I left the bathroom, went back to my room turned off the light and got in bed, I saw the bathroom door open then the light shut off "Frankie?" I asked "Yeah Gee" I heard him say then I felt him kiss my forehead and laid next to me "I love you" I said "I love you too, I don't want to lose you" He said.

I thought about frank basically all night but I need to do something else for awhile instead of laying here in the dark thinking about him. I lean over and kiss his forehead then I get up and walk over to my desk and grab my notebook then I walk back over to my bed, I sit at the end of the bed criss-cross as I open my notebook up and flip to a new page, I only write down lyrics in this notebook when I'm bored or I can't sleep I'll just write down the stuff that pops in my head "Gee..?" I heard frank call out while I was singing out what I wrote down "are you singing?" He asks "your voice is beautiful" he said "frank go back to sleep I'm right here" I told him "I know I'm just hungry" he told me slightly groaning as his stomach rumbles loudly "we still have some of that pasta you made" I say "mhm, can you make it for me" he asks
"Of course" I told him as I get up and kiss his forehead.
I walk into the kitchen and pour frank a glass of water then I pour one for myself
Then I put a bowl of pasta in the microwave and wait I drunk the rest of my water then got frank's pasta out of the microwave got him a fork then walked back to my room with the bowl of pasta and his water.
I put the bowl down and the glass of water on the nightstand then I gently shook him "frank" I whispered then I got a hum for a response "come on I got you a glass of water and food" he sat up and looked at me "thank you very much you kind sir" he said tiredly "you are most welcome" I told him as I sat back down at my desk and look at the lyrics I got down. Once he was finished eating he sat the bowl down on the nightstand "Gee..?" He asked "Yes Frankie?"
"Can you come lay back down with me?"
I get up and crawled over him but before I could get all the way over him he grabbed my hips then I looked down at him as looked at me, I kissed him very passionately then I laid on his chest as he pulled the blanket over us "Gee..I think we should run away from here and go somewhere new" he whispered "what about Mikey he's gonna be worried" I told him
"Mikey, we'll tell him and plus we're not going to be gone forever just to get away for awhile"
"Okay, alright I'm in but where are we gonna go?" I ask "anywhere or I'll make it a surprise" I nod in agreement as I drift to sleep.
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What's up a lot of this chapter was me waking up around 3:00 am unable to go back to sleep and I just did this, well my chem got back together that's fuckn rad right? Anyway sorry if it turned out shit
Peace