me writing what im not aloud to

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Hey

I wanted to say I'm better
(a little)
I wanted to let you know I'm fine
(ish)
I'm happy
(well happy enough)
I'm healthy
(physically anyway)
I dont cry about you anymore
(well that's just a lie)
I didnt cry when I saw your picture (yeah it was just allergies)
I dont compare other people to you
(well try not to)
I dont care you didnt look at me
(tbh it hurt more then anything else)
I dont miss holding you
(wow what a liar)
I've moved on
(I mean technically)
I'm giving this new person 110%
(well I'm trying really hard)
I don't think about when we were happy
(I mean sometimes I dont)
I dont listen to that song and cry (*wipes tears pulls out earbuds*)
I dont want you to miss me
(Yeah I do I really do)
I just want you to he happy
(yeah happy with meeeee)
I'm not lying
(ha)

Sincerely
(With love)
Someone who dosent love you
(not as much anyway)

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