What Even Is Love; My Collection Of Poetic Things

me and my missing piece

Do you ever just really wanna see someone?

You'll be with your friend but you cant help wanting to be somewhere else somewhere with that other person?

Like a craving for them?

And you finally get to spend some time or talk to them and the rest of the world melts away and your just absorbed in happiness and feel so satisfied and nothing else matters,

I've been feeling that alot lately.

Just a craving for someone.

Only thing is idk who.

I have fun with people, I enjoy there company, but I just want someone else.

It drives me crazy.

I'm so happy with him or her or you but I just really want someone and I dont know who.

Idk.

I guess I just feel like I'm missing something.

Like a puzzle.

With a picture of a smiley face on it.

But one piece is missing.

It's just a background piece, it dosent mess up the happy face.

But you know its there.

You can ignore it tho and nothing bad will happen.

It's not important but it is there.

That's me right now, missing some unimportant piece.

And it is unimportant.

Because I'm really happy.

I'm happy for the first time in a while.

I have people who give me butterflies.

People who know how to make me smile.

People who make me giggle.

and people who love me.

I'm happy but a little broken.

I dont know what I'm trying to say.

I dont know why I'm complaining.

I'll stop.

I'm really all good.

Please believe me.

Because if you question it I will too.

And I dont know the answers to the questions.

I really do believe I'm happy tho.

Maybe it's just been a minute since I've felt like this

Maybe I'm just not used to it.

But I think I'm happy and I think that counts for something.
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Thankyou for the people making me so happy rn even if I can be a little broken at times, arent we all?❤🧡💛