I've always made sure not to say your name
If I did, it feels as if it would only bring you closer.
And closer means that I am in close proximity to myself. Now, the true question rings:
Am I scared of my existence or the result of it?
It may be both.
I am fearful of the idea of having you, yet absolutely terrified of not. Every breath, blink, and brash decision I make can change the fabric of your being.
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YOU ARE READING
My Starlight
Short StoryI didn't know if I should reach for you or not. Like the stars in the sky, I never knew how close you really were until our eyes truly met. Even then, only time could tell if we'd be walking hand in hand or with you destroying everything I've ever h...