𝙩𝙚𝙬𝙠𝙨𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙮 ᴰʸˡᵃⁿ ᵏⁱⁿᵍʷᵉˡˡ

Dylan Kingwell _someone you loved

Dylan's pov 

I  lost her .... i lost the one that was my only...

it was all my fault !

i was sort of getting used to being someone you loved....

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the painNow the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedI'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escapeNow the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedAnd I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back aroundFor now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedBut now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedI let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved....

as i finished with my silent song  i was perching on the end of the bed.. with my face in my hands,with tears falling from my eyes ..as i thought i had  felt a hand on my back i looked up and saw a faint  y/n smiling at me ...

as i went to touch her she faded away....

i sobbed even louder and laid back on my bed...

i guess i was getting used to being someone she loved....