As I continue, my mom is now a grandma. My sister had her son. Not like I care because she screwed up in my life, but thats okay. It's life, my life doesn't even matter anymore. I have lost friends because of my own stupid life decisions in life but thats okay. I am just a dumb teenager who fucks up everything. I go home everyday and get yelled at for something by my dad. He's bipolar and its really bad when he does, he makes me feel worthless, like I shouldn't even be here. Maybe I shouldn't, I don't even think that I was planned. I'm pretty sure that my parents didn't even mean to make me. Because they weren't even married when they had me and my mom had to force my dad to marry her. But that's only because I was in the picture. On the other hand I argue with my mom 24/7. I cry every night to just have a normal life.
