You, Have My Heart (Season 2 not a sequel ) Completed

Chapter 35

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Neil

Shit

I made an excuse and left the spot. It was a effing struggle to me looking at her eyes that very second.

I shouldn't have reacted this way with her...she doesn't know anything...

"Your ex" she said and I flushed gripping my fist harder.

I know it wasn't what she meant but it hit my conscience really hefty.

As hours, days, weeks running, it's becoming accentuate disclosing her all those things....

Fuck.
I can't loose her... freaking can't loose her...

I will die if she leave me...
Yeah it sounds creepy feeling this way at this initial stage of our relationship. But still I would say. Neil wouldn't be the same if Avni...

Fuck. My soul shatter just a thought of it...

I know how it feels. I have experienced it a bit closer the day I had seen her with Rehaan and counted on things anticipating him as her boyfriend.

I felt Someone ripped my skin taking my heart out. It was that painful.
I know it wouldn't be easy either for Avni knowing her man had a past with a girl.

I wouldn't shift a bit away her I swear if she will throw pebbles on me for not sharing her before all these. I would totally surrender to her my body, my soul. Only If she promise she won't give up.

She won't. Right!!

Yes in a very short span of time l have realised she is the one. The girl I have badly madly fallen for.

My Bachha.

I fucking love her gawwd, I had have ever felt for anyone else before...

How would I explain to her all these!!
What if she wouldn't understand me!!

What if she couldn't trust me!!

What if she say I have hid it to her everything purposely!!

Yes I did because I didn't want to loose her...I thought I would say her everything. But later. I had decided to.

It was just a past. Not at all important to me anymore.
Its never been in fact the way Avni is to me now.

I have never felt for Simran the things I experience everytime I see my baby around.
Yes she is mine. Avni is mine.
I will kill that someone, would ever try to lay a single glance on her. I will just rip those eyes.

A single glance of my girl I can go on my knees to give her the entire universe.
That's the thing I have for her.

A simple appreciating smile of her and it is for me similar to the happiness mountaineers experience reaching the Mt. Everest peak overcoming those deadly challenges they faces proceeding to its path.

Her touches, her kisses. My heart goes crazy drumming inside, everytime I feel her closer mine. My lips over hers. The way our body rub to eachother while getting intimate. Her sent.Every single thing of her sends my body on fire. I hardly focus on anything when she is around me.

Even her those innocent eyes.
When she asked anything emphasising to believe. That word of her "sachhu!!" how cutely she propped her head forward and ask me if I am not faking anything. I just want to kiss her life out then and there.

Faking anything!

I'm not at all doing anything such heinous. Nor cheating her.
I just taking time to make sure, stable things between us so that she could understand what she exactly mean to me.