Honeymoon Avenue

26.Mess

You know those weird moments in life when you realize you made a huge mistake, that sinking feeling..yeah?

well the moment I stepped out of his apartment, it hit me like a ton of bricks

My head was pounding, I half-assed got in my car and groaned.

I had some serious fixing to do. I grabbed some old glasses and went home. My mind still racing

I was going to have to beg Ondreaz to take me back. How could have I messed up the best thing in my life? Sure it was complicated, but true love was never easy. Would he laugh in my face? or worse? not take me back. I missed him.

so right there in the 405 in the middle of the highway, I started to weep

I cried for Carson and his crushed hopes

I cried for Ondreaz who had a horrible person as a girlfriend or worse ex-girlfriend

I cried for myself and the mess I had created.

I cried out of love