i've been trying to sneak into the picture of your life
but that's as useless as trying to cut your face off my mind,
i've been trying to own your dreams in every cold night
but i don't even know if i'm still allowed to do that,
i've been trying to swim under your warm snow
but now i feel like drowning myself in your soul
so let me wait for you, freeze for you,
burn for you, die for you
while i drink the eternity of this night
getting drunk with the light of the stars,
being sober sucks and it has been five months since i've seen the sun,
sipping green paint to remove the blue from my insides,
driving through infinity with a couple flat tires in the trunk;
we live in the dark because it's the only place where we can shine
only halfway and i have no more spare wheels,
comfort is just another luxury when it's time to walk away from this bed,
my door was always open for you but you enjoyed living inside my head,
i've torn my eyes to blindly believe in you and now there's no one guiding me
i don't complain, it's not your fault,
i guess i'll never learn, it's all my fault
we're two pieces of a puzzle waiting to be completed,
my head is trying to throw you out but my heart refuses to let you go,
i'm giving you space but isn't there already enough between us?
floating in this immense universe reigned by silence
i'd wish i haven't got used to you,
to your voice, to your words
i'd wish i could get used to be without you
to not need you, to not think of you
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the beautiful side of misery ¦ pink
Poetryart is nothing more than the way we have to express how beauty looks through our eyes but art, the real, purest and most captivating form of art is finding beauty where nobody else can so i slipped through the most morbid corners of my guts to portr...
