crows, guts and a deathwish on dirty snow

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constellations of blood will decorate my skin,
painting red skies on porcelain

i hope you will feel horrified when you see
my brains scattered over the floor,
will you throw up all your guilt
when you can't stand watching my pain anymore?
because i don't think you're even aware
that my hands aren't the stained ones

i hope you watch the crows die poisoned
after devouring the cyanide of my guts,
i hope every fatality you brought me
will be something worse than the death of you

i hope you feel your eyes melt
and the worms
coming out your orifices,
i hope you watch me take my own life
like you took my will to live

wait,
what?
isn't that what you want?
don't make me laugh;
what's the difference between this
and how you killed me on the inside?

come on,
just relax and enjoy the show...

i guess it's funnier to watch me squirm on the floor?
... now you will have to contemplate me
while i use your blood
to redact my deathwish on dirty snow

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