i don't even know what my colors are

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i wish i could say
i'm transparent and clear
but there are too many colors in me;
there are different shades of blue
that sometimes look like red,
there is black and there is white
and sometimes they make a grey,
i spit yellow over the corners
and i crave for a crumble of green

i've got blooming flowers
and broken mirrors,
i've got the wrath of thunders
and the peace of sunshine

i am angry
violent
seas,
i am quiet
blue
skies

i am the union between stars
that forms constellations
and the ashes of vanished galaxies,
i am the dirt where flowers grow
and the winter that makes them wither

i am
too simple
to explain,
i am
too complicated
to understand

and i am sharp,
and soft
and i am gentle,
and violent

but i've got so many things–
i am so many things that
i don't even know what i am anymore;
i've got so many colors that
i don't know what my colors are anymore

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