[C] 'EUPHORIA'

P.A.I.N

Few days passed by, and Felix regain his conscious. He slowly opens his eyes and let out a small sigh after he knows where he is. He can see all the members sleeping on the floor and couch. He tries to speak but it like he's losing his voice and suddenly a pair of hand hold his hand.

It is Jeongin, and Felix almost curse when he sees Jeongin's face. It's fucking mess and he didn't like it.

" Hyung, do you want something?"

Felix look at a bottle of water and now he's sipping it. Soon after, other members wake up and greet him with a big smile. Felix look at them and then he looks at his hand and leg and without he realizes, he starts to scratch all the bandage.

His body is shivering, and he covers his ears, those voice creep into his ear again and again. The laughing faces are there, pointing their finger and told him that he's fucking a loser.

Felix cried and he ask for forgiveness. He didn't let any of the member touch him. His mind replays the memories when his dad hit him because he wasn't at the same par with his cousin.

" No! Dad, I'm sorry! Yong-bok sorry!", Felix screamed.

He curls into a ball and biting his lips, the members did not know what to do because Felix will push them away. They know something is wrong when he said his Korean name. Seungmin call Woojin, only Woojin can help them right now. A few minutes later, Woojin come with heavy breath.

Without any voice, he covers Felix's ears and he stay there for a few minutes. Felix lift his face and he throw himself into Woojin's arm. This is what he wants, he wants his Woojin. Woojin always there for him when he cried or something bad happen. " Hyung, stay. Stay here with Lixie."

That's the last words they heard before Felix faint again. Woojin let out a sigh and he clean all the wound himself, and he knows he must tell them what is happening to Felix. After all, Felix isn't under his armour anymore.

They sit together at the corner of the room, and stare at each other. " Do not give your consent to do the operation. We both know what's going to happen to him. Just let him enjoy his days here for a bit more."

" What do you mean Hyung?! Felix is fucking sick and he needs the treatment! ", Changbin yelled to Woojin.

" Blood clots in his brain, PTSD, anxiety, panic attack and depression."

The members gasp and cover their mouth, Woojin knew it all along!

" Before you punch me, let me tell you who is the real Lee Felix. Sit, Hyunjin!"

" Felix is my best friend since kindergarten. We always together and he promised me back then he will follow me everywhere I go. And he did, but slowly I realize something is wrong with him. He always came late, skipping classes and even didn't care what happen in classes. Until one day, I found out his father make him as a punching bag. He always throws himself when his dad wants to beat Rachel or Olivia. That's resulting the blood clot in his brain. For his other disease, it appears at severe stage after his siblings died. Remember on the day he was added to the final line up and the hates comments starts to flood in? That's the trigger. "

" Rachel and Olivia dead?! What do you mean Hyung?! He never told us!"

" They died on the day we received our very first Rookie of The Year on Asia Artist Award."

They reached an agreement and they know this is the best for him. Felix cannot be blind and unable to walk because of their selfishness. Felix such an angel and he hurts more than they can imagine.

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