Slowly Felix getting better after a few treatments, but they still being cautious around him. They always take turns to watch over Felix during night and always there when he starts to feel insecure with himself.
Finally, the very first comeback without Woojin already announced to their fans. LEVANTER chosen as the title track for this album, LEVANTER is French word and it bring the meaning of strong wind for the starts of their comeback without the oldest member.
Felix enjoying his stage performance, and nothing can replace his happiness. The members feel at ease because they able to see his smiling face again. He isn't scare with his own dark mind neither the hate comments. He doesn't give a fuck about it anymore. Felix reborn as a new person and he's strong like a phoenix. No one can make him fall again.
They are having their world tour as the starts for their album promotion and no one can explain how happy they are right now. Slowly all their dreams become reality and works out perfectly just like they imagine. But I guess, not everyone deserves a happy ending, right?
When they think they already at the peak of their success, once again Felix stumble. He becomes a quiet person and introvert, hating skin ship and hug from the members. Han knows something is wrong with the younger one, and he intend to ask him once they arrive at the dorm.
Felix shut himself down, and he walks away from the members. His head starts hurting and he clench his fist as well as grin his teeth to avoid any of the members heard his silent cry. He just misses his siblings; he wants them to be at the very first concert of SKZ.
One month later, SKZ starts their world tour and they end it in Seoul, Korea. The place that brings lots of meaning to them and their fans. Felix sit at the edge of the stage, waving to the fans and tears starts to fall to his cheeks. He just happy, he can do this with his condition. He's still fight with his battle and the members will always help him. Under the long sleeve, various scars already carved into his skin. And each scar tells different story to him.
He notices that Hyunjin waving to him, and he walks to him while smiling. Suddenly, his eyesight become pitch black for a while. He stands still and shake his head a few times, his head feel spinning and he hit his head. " No. Not here. "
After a while, his eyesight back again and he's smiling signalling he's okay. Felix is the last member to reach at the stage and he position himself in the middle for their last performance. Their first song without Woojin echo loudly in the stadium, a song entitled " Never Ending Story ", starts with Seungmin's vocal.
Felix really loves this song; he always listens to this song before he sleeps. Changbin look at him while singing his part , " When you're laughing or when you're having hard time, I will always protect you." Felix sniff and he cry, he knows the members mean it. They won't lie to him, even if he changes, they will not change.
Suddenly he chokes his own tears, they are here. The one who he will always avoid meeting, not in his dream not in real life. He really hates them; he can't sing his next line. His chest hurting, he hit his chest. Trying to gasp air into his lung, he looks again, his eyes not lying.
His parents standing there and waving at him with a grin on their face. Felix feel his head hurt, like a strong knife pierce through his brain and shred it into small pieces. His mind recaps all the memories when they hit him and the pandora box in his head finally open!
Hyunjin notice something is wrong with Felix, he's shaking, and he only looks at one place. There is no movement from Felix, he walks closer to Felix and then, "BBAM!"
Felix fall into the floor, his head hit the floor first. Hyunjin runs to him and hold his head. Trying to make him stay conscious, and suddenly he feels something sticky on his hand. There's blood! Felix's head is bleeding!

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[C] 'EUPHORIA'
Fanfiction[Complete] Felix want to be free. He want to break free from all of this and he left notes for his members. Trigger warnings Mental Health Issue .suicide au. .depression. .anxiety. .PTSD.