3 times a charm

Good....uh....morning

Today went well I guess. I'm not sure....I spent most of the day in a freaking daze. I had mini panic attacks every hour the bell rang. Lunch, I think, was nice, not sure what I had to be honest

I know Carmen and Lilith tried to ease my nerves but all I heard was muffled rambling

I'm sitting in my final class 'Supernatural studies' and all Tui is doing is laughing at me, while Jay-Jay keeps saying 'I feel your pain' Dayla is laughing along with Tui....actually, so is the rest of the class. I guess a lot of them had to go through the same thing before

Then the final bell rings....

Shit! fuck! shit! fuck! shit! fuck! shit! fuck! shit! fuck!

I stand up then sit back down again Welp! I tried, I guess I'm not going

"Waima" I hear my name "Waima" Yep, there it is again and I don't care "Waima! Stop being a wuss and hurry up. I'm sure Carmen is waiting for you" Don't care, not listening

Suddenly I feel strong arms wrap around my body and carry me out of the room. I look behind me and Dayla has an amused look on her face as she carry me out of the classroom

"You'll be fine Waima" Dayla whispers in my ear "Stop over thinking it and just do you"

"That's what I afraid of" I grumble

She puts me down in the hallway and I'm left with the hustle and bustle of students racing to get home

"Like I said 'You'll be fine Waima' Carmen loves you and so does her mother. Everyone in her family know the sacrifice you'll be making and that'll definitely help" She smiles "Relax" Relax? Easier said then done She shuts the door in my face and I'm left with no other option but to follow my feet

I mindlessly walk to my locker to only find Lilith. The moment she sees me, she storms up to me and hits me across the side of my head

"OW! What hell was that for?!" I yell while rubbing my sore head

"You!" She points at me angrily "Upset Carmen!"

"I what?" I ask confused

Lilith crosses her arms over her chest and scowls at me "She thinks you don't want to have dinner at her place. She thinks you don't love her" You fucking idiot Waima!

"Where is she?" I ask in a panic

"Outside, waiting by the car. She said she'll wait 5 minutes then leave" SHIT!!!

I give Lilith a quick peck on the lips and completely forget my stuff in my locker. I drop my books in my arms and run. I ran so fast that I was knocked to the ground several times by running into people I didn't see. I was so distracted by my only mission to get to Carmen, to tell her 'I'm sorry' to tell her that love is all I feel for her

After apologizing to the batterams and brick walls of the supernatural students that I knocked into. I reach outside, only to find a stretch limo pulling away with a thorny rose painted on the back door. Fuck! Shit! Fuck! No! No! No! As its driving out of school grounds, it gets stuck by other cars pulling out onto the road in front of it, so I run into its path and literally throw myself onto the bonnet of the car....Unfortunately, I slide right across it and land in the middle of the road on my ass, then I roll once, stopping in the middle of oncoming traffic. A car coming from the other direction, slams on their brakes and stops inches from my face. I could literally lick their bumper if I wanted too

"What the hell are you doing?!" Carmen screeched from above me "You could've of been killed!" I look up into beautiful killer red eyes and smile

"Hi" I greet breathlessly "Fancy meeting you here" I wiggle my eyebrows and give a million dollar smile