Windows | Jitzu

(• May 16th, 2020 - 7:31pm •)

Jihyo's POV

"Ok!" I smiled at the image of Mina through my phone. "Talk to you later?"

She nodded. "I love you dude." She held up her ringed finger to the camera and we clinked our matching rings together.

"Love you too."

And I hung up.

I took a deep breath, trying hard not to think about the two people that made me the happiest, but it happened anyway.

The smiling face of Tzuyu crashed into my mind as my heart ached. Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I longed for her touch again.

Her smile.

Her laugh.

But, I could never have those ever again.

You fucked it all up.

And then, there was Mina. I couldn't tell Mina about Tzuyu. She would worry and she doesn't need anything else to worry about.

So, Mina never found out about Tzuyu.

And now, both girls are gone.

I thought about going to see Tzuyu for the millionth time. Going to apologize. Going to tell her that we should move on and still be friends.

But, deep down in my heart, I knew I could never say that to her.

Never.

So, instead of trying to get her back, I cried myself to sleep, imagining Tzuyu next to me.

"It's ok, love. I'm here."