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Billie:
Damn that was crazy. I still  couldn't over what I read, what she wrote about me? The things she said keep playing over and over again in my mind like a broken record. Mainly the part about how she loves me. SHE LOVES ME.
What am I gonna do? Should I ignore it and not say anything? What if I say something and she doesn't want to be friends anymore? Actually I think that's what I want to happen. Friends don't kiss, and I've never wanted to kiss someone as much I want to kiss her in my whole life. Maybe I should talk to Finneas.
"FINN" I shouted from my room. They are quite close and I really didn't need to shout that loud.
"WHAT" he screamed back.
"I NEED YOUR HELP"
"WITH WHAT"
"I JUST NEED UR HELP"
"COME IN HERE THEN"
"ugh fineee" I reluctantly got off my bed and went to his room and said on his bed.
"So wassup?"
"So I'm just gonna tell you this now"
"Uuuuh ok?" He said looking slightly concerned.
"I like Alex"
"Alexandra?" He raises his eyebrows.
"Yes what other Alex do I know"
"It's about time you realised"
"What do you mean?"
"There's been something going on between you as soon as you met don't you remember?"
"yeah..." I mumbled.
"Ok so is that what you wanted to talk to me about?"
"No I kinda um...I kinda like read her diary"
"Seriously? Why?" She looked amused now.
"Well because it was there and I thought it would be funny!"
"Okay...so was it?"
"What?"
"Was it funny?!"
"Well I mean..I wouldn't say funny..."
"Oh god what did it say"
"She kinda wrote 2 whole pages about...me"
Finneas eyes widened and then he wiggled his eyebrows.
"What did they sayyy?"
"Well she.." I need to stop being so awkward "she said she loved me"
"LOVES YOU?" He shouted. "Then tell her you like her back"
"Well I don't like her"
"You just said you did"
"I think I might love her back bro"
"OH MY GOD"
"What?!"
"TELL HER YOU FOOL"
"Yeah but what if she"
"What if she what billie? Just go and tell her already! If you both love each other then what's the problem?"
"I don't know"
"Well I think you should tell her"
"Fine I will but not today"
"Nope today right now"
"Ok fine I'll go to hers but I'm not talking to her about it"
"Uuuugh go on then"
"Ok thanks fin see you later"
I grabbed my Keys from the kitchen and got in my car.
Shit what am I gonna say?
Hey Alex I love you
Being in love is THE WORST.
I got in my car and started driving over to her house. WHAT AM I GONNA SAY?
I started going over what I could say in my mind but non of it sounded right. Why am I so nervous? What if she doesn't want to be with me? Do I want to be with her? Well since I've imagined kissing her many times I'm guessing the answer is yes.
I knocked on her door and waited a while.
Then suddenly it opened and there stood Alex looking amazing. Her hair was in French plaits (braids) just like when I first met up with her. How did we end up friends when we literally went on like a first date.
"hey..." she said awkwardly. Then I realised I had just been staring at her. Fuck. Great start billie you already freaked her out.
"Oh yeah hey"
"What's up?" She asked me smiling.
"I wanted to..I need to...I'm bored can we hang out"
"Sure" she laughed at me "why are you so awkward?"
"What! I'm not awkward" I laughed nervously with her. She turned around eyeing me.
"Billie wassup?"
"Nothing! I just wanna chill ok?"
"Okay!" She put her hands up.
I went and sat on the sofa.
"Yo do you have any-" I was interrupted when she threw an extra large bag of takis in my lap.
"Woah! Where did you get these from?" I asked surprised.
"It's a secret" she put her finger to her lips and shushed
"Nooo way your really not gonna tell me?"
"Nope" she shook her head and smirked at me. Finding my annoyance funny.
Wait billie get to the task at hand.
"Hey so-"
"Do u wanna watch a movie?" She said and looked at me
"Er..sure but I've been meaning to talk to you"
"Oh yeah about what?"
How does she not look nervous after hearing me say that? I run a mile when I hear that. She's so chill I like her so much oh my god. Billie stop thinking about how much you like her and tell her that you like her.
"Well I don't know I've been trying to... but I don't know I'm weird at stuff like that and..you know what forget it never mind" well done you. You chickened out. Again.
"Ok" she smiled her beautiful smile at me and look at the TV. She looked so happy. Her green eyes reading the titles of the films, looking for one we haven't seen yet. Her lips, her hair, her hands her-
"Fuck this" I jumped up from the couch.
"Wha-" she tried to speak but I cut her off.
My lips pressed against hers and I cupped her cheek with my hand softly. Her lips were as soft as I had imagined. I ran my fingers through her hair, that was soft too. She's kissing me back. SHE KISSED ME BACK. 
I pulled away slowly (even though I could have stayed like that forever) and looked in her eyes.
"you have no idea how long I've wanted to do that" I whispered.