Billies Pov:
I woke up today after hardly any sleep. I couldn't stop worrying about Alex. I was supposed to be figuring out how to put my new music video idea into action but I didn't have any motivation. I don't know whether I should even go to the hospital again today. I just hate seeing her like that. But if she gets better then I guess I won't have to anymore, and if she wakes up she'll wake up alone and scared and not know where she is.
"Billie!" I heard My mom call me downstairs
"What?"
"Finneas has been calling he says that you guys were gonna talk about a new music video today?"
"Tell him ill call him back later I've got something to do"
"What d-"
"Bye!"
I closed the door and got in my car. I had so much on my mind that I was finding it hard to focus on the road, but I'm not letting the same thing that happened to Alex happen to me.
I waited so long to be with Alex and to kiss her and to love her and of course she had to get hurt. I'm so worried I feel sick all the time. I can't concentrate on any work when she's in the hospital. The doctor barely even told me anything about when she's gonna be out or how she's going to get better.
I sat in the parking lot for a while tapping my steering wheel nervously.
When I finally plucked up the courage and energy I got out of my car.
I walked into the hospital breathing slowly trying to calm myself down.
I walked straight past the reception because I didn't feel like talking to the receptionist. She was busy on the phone anyway and I knew where to go...unfortunately.
I walked up to the room and knocked quietly.
"hello..?" I heard a quiet murmur behind the door.
"Oh my god! Alex!" I burst open the door from excitement that she was awake.
But what I saw in the hospital bed wasn't Alex. There was an old women with even more tubes than Alex had.
"Hello love...are you okay?" She said kindly
"Uhm I- yes well no but I- my girlfriend was in this room and I came to see her but she's not here and I don't- um know where she is so-"
"Oh...well I think you should check with the receptionist that usually means...nevermind just check with the receptionist"
The way she hesitated made me feel so anxious I nearly threw up. That usually means what?
What does Alex not being in her room mean?
I walked as quickly as I could towards the reception when I heard the one things I couldn't stand to hear one more time today.
"OHMYGOD IT'S BILLIE EILISH"
I heard quick small footsteps running behind me so I turned around.
"heyyy..." I said quietly but kindly as I could despite my slight annoyance and obvious nervousness.
"Oh my god I love you so much billie your music makes me so happy can we take a picture?" She said smiling at me sweetly.
Messy, frizzy bun in my hair with pieces falling out left right and centre, baggy and puffy eyes from a mixture of no sleep and crying, Leggings and a shirt that actually fit me for once...a picture ain't happening right now, who knows where it could go.
"I'm so sorry love I really don't feel like taking a picture right now. My freind is in the hospital and I'm really stressed about it. But maybe if your here any other time when I am that could happen. I'm sorry again, give me a hug" we hugged for a while and she went back to her room.
"Hi excuse me? Mam...hello?" I tapped on the counter, the receptionist was almost lost in her computer.
"Hi I went to room 204 where Alex is supposed to be, but she's not in there do you know where she is? Has she been moved?"
"Room 204 Alex, Alex, Alex, Alex there it is! Oh...right. Alex Johnson you mean?"
"Yes" I started biting my nails from even more nervousness at all the hesitation going on.
"Yeah..I'll get a doctor to come and talk
To you about that"
"What? A doctor? Why? But-"
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