Raura: Cry for love

End of us

Ross pov

As soon as the door burst opened my head turned to the direction of the door, When I saw who it was my heart stopped, I saw her holding back the tears. I immediately pulled away from Denisse, her eyes widened when she saw laura, she grabbed a blanket that was on her sofa to cover her self.

"Hey guys." Laura said waving with tears forming in her eyes. "I'm so glad I came here, and I'm so glad I saw this. thanks guys.... thanks Ross.... breaking my heart even more." And with that she left... leaving Denisse and I speechless, shocked, sad, guilty.

I quickly grabbed my clothes and got dressed.

"Ross I don't what happened between us.. But I do know that I lost my Bestfriend." Denisse said while tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Goodbye!." I said and walked out of her house into my car and drove to Laura's.

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When I got there,i ran out of my car and started climbing to get in the house through her window, once I was in I went downstairs to find her watching a movie eating ice cream while she let out little giggles.

"L-Laura?." She shot her head my direction.

"Ross? what the Fuck are you doing here? I have seen enough and don't even beg for forgiveness cause it won't happen, I was actually thinking to get back together but I thought hmm maybe I should ask Denisse I went to her house and saw what I saw, and for some reason I'm glad I did, It can't be that hard to move on, and plus your not the only guy in the world, now if you excuse me I'm trying to watch a movie here ."

"Laura I don't know what happened, a-and I don't know why you mad we not together are we?? Exactly so leave me the fuck alone." I realized what I said and covered my mouth with my hands, she looked at me and laugh.

"Ross honey." she said standing up and walking towards me. "first of all YOU leave me the fuck alone. I'm tired of your face, I'm tired of your dumbness, your a dick, heartless motherfucker. go back with Denisse and squeeze the shit out of her titis go finish what you started. Let's pretend we don't know each other, matter of fact pretend I don't exist, and lose my number honey, this is the end of us, now I'm gonna ask nicely, LEAVE MY MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE, YOU DUMB FUCK.!"

I slowly nodded and left, speechless, she's not that type of girl that will curse or yell at you, she has an amazing personality and all of this is happenig because of my dumbness.

I hate the fact that you only realized the good things you have once you lose them.

What was I thinking when I was treating her like trash, like she was dog poop, what was I thinking?

I honestly don't have the answer to all those questions.

but if I can't be with her.....
What's the purpose of living?

Tears were in My eyes, rolling down my cheeks, making my vision kinda blurry.

I remember three months exactly, we used to be so close, a happy couple. people used to be so jealous of us because of the great relationship we had, yeah had.

Flash back

"Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off!" I yelled and covered my eyes with my hands. I heard her giggle and the tv went off making the house silence only the sounds of our breathing. "Thank you." I said and hugged her. We were watching a scary movie at her house, and I don't know if you know but I'm a chicken, I hate scary movies, they're just so scary... I can see why they call them scary.

She looked at me and a smirk appeared in her face. "Is Ross shor lynch the bad boy of the school scared?."

"Pfff. No. Never that."

"It's ok, I won't say anything." she said and pretended to zip her lips.

I look down in embarrassment.
This was our 8th date and trust me I was still a bit shy around her.

She giggle and made me look at her, she came closer to my face and pressed her soft, pink lips on mines, after a couple of seconds we pulled away.

"Don't be ashamed, I think it's cute."

I look down blushing.

"Stop making me blush." I told her which caused her to laugh even more.

"You should be making Me blush."

I smirked and made her sit on my lap.
I lean close to her face and licked her lips, she made a disgusted face, I laughed. I went down to her neck and started kissing it, not sucking.

I went to her face once again and placed my lips on hers softly. She kissed back after a couple of seconds, I placed my arms around her waist and brought her closer, she put her arms around my neck and one in my hair, I licked her lips once again and she gladly accepted it.

Minutes later we pulled away in need of oxygen, there was silence, not one of those awkward uncomfortable silence, it was a comfortable one.

She smiled, I know what she was thinking. our first time making out.

I looked at her and touched her cheek and started caressing it. She looked down and blushed, exactly what I was looking for.

"Your so beautiful."

She looked at me and smiled, her cheeks were a light shade of pink.
"I think I like you even more." I told her.

"Ross stop." she said slapping my chest.

"What? I'm telling the truth, now kiss me!"

End of flashback

I looked around the room until I spotted exactly what I was looking for.

I went downstairs and grabbed a glass of water....

I sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed the bottle, I slowly opened and put a bunch of pills in my mouth, I grabbed the glass of water and drank it, I grabbed more pills until the bottle was done.

I'm doing this for you Laura...
I'm doing this for you.