My Sex Obsession

Chapter 13.

~Julia~

The minute I hang up the phone is when I start screaming and crying.

I knew it!

How could he fucking cheat on me?!

And then try to put the blame on me!

And that ringtone...so familiar.

Dominic rushes in looking slightly annoyed.

I tone my crying down to a sniffle.

"I'm sorry." I sniff. "Did I mess up your call?"

He just stares at me and shakes his head.

"J, how do you know Sasha Cameron?"

My eyes get wide.

"She's my best friend," I say slowly.

A lightbulb goes off in my head.

"And she's fucking my boyfriend."

He's silent.

"Why?" I question.

He sits down and shakes his head.

"I gotta tell you something." He mumbles.

"What?" I look him in the eye.

"Me and Sasha,we-" He stops and drags his hands down his face. "We-"

My eyes widen.

"You were fucking her?" He doesn't respond. "You were screwing her?! That bitch!"

I stand up and punch his chest repeatedly.

He holds my arms and pulls me close.

"Julia, ma, I'm sorry. I ain't know she was ya girl!" He yells over me screaming at him.

"I can't believe you!" I yell in his face.

"I didn't know, Nicolette!" He yells right back in mine.

I freeze.

He's only called me by my full name when he's super pissed at me.

"I'm sorry." I whisper backing away from him. "I'm so sorry."

I sprint out of his house, grabbing my keys,and hear him coming after me.

I run to my truck, the rain pasting my hair to my head.

I start the car and peel out of his driveway.

Speeding once again, I call her phone.

It goes straight to voicemail.

Of course now her phone is off.

I angrily scroll through my contacts until I find his number.

As soon as he answers, I start talking.

"I need to see you. Now." I demand.

"You know where I am, ma." He responds, sleepily.

"Okay, give me 15 minutes." I say. "Thank you so much."

"Don't worry bout it. You good."

As soon as he hangs up, another call comes through.

"Julia where are you. Damion called me and said-"

"Mom, I'm fine. I'm staying with a friend for a couple of days." I sigh, not having energy to argue.

"Why what happened?"

"Sasha fucked Damion." Is all I say. "Bye mom, love you."

"That's a damn shame. Okay baby, love you too. Be careful."She hangs up.

I throw my phone in the passenger seat.

Soon I'm pulling into his driveway.

He opens the door when I step out of my truck.

"Hey." He smiles and opens the door wider.

"Hi." I give a small smile and walk past him.

"So what brings you here at 1:30 in the morning?"

I take off my jacket and wet shoes but just shake my head, shivering.

"Hey. There's a spare room upstairs. You can take a shower if it'll help."

I nod and slowly walk upstairs.

I take a 15 minute shower under the steaming hot water.

The steam helps me relax and I'm finally able to put together all the bullshit that has happened today:

1) Damion has been fucking my best friend for who knows how long.

2) I know he's cheating because his voice got higher when I asked him and that only happens when he's lying.

3) I knew it was with Sasha because I heard her phone ring. Lollipop is her favorite Lil Wayne song and it's been her ringtone since middle school.

4) Sasha has been fucking my cousin Damion.

5) Sasha has ruined my life.

6) Damion has ruined my life.

7) I will make Sasha feel the pain of having her heart broken by someone she loved.

She will pay.

~Sasha~

I'm sitting on the floor of my room crying, having trashed the entire room.

How could he say that to me?

All I've done for him.

I've lost my best friend because of him!

I've wasted the past two weeks of my life on him!

All I wanted to do was make him love me.

Yeah, in the beginning I just didn't want Julia to have him, but...

I never thought I'd fall in love with my best friend's boyfriend.

I find myself in my bathroom staring at myself in the mirror.

Suddenly, my reflection grins evilly at me and begins to speak.

Look at you, he doesn't want you.

You're hideous.

Hideous!

You're a whore.

A worthless whore.

He only wanted your body not your heart.

Just like Jamal!

"No! You're wrong!" I scream at the figure. "Damion does love me. He just doesn't want to hurt Julia!"

Oh on the contrary my dear.

He doesn't love you, never has loved you, and he never will love you!

I shriek, put all my power into my fist and punch the mirror.

It shatters and a big piece cuts my arm.

Oddly, it lessens my internal pain.

I pick it up and watch as my dark red blood drips from the glass.

Maybe if I just cut a little...

I'll feel better

It's not suicide if I don't cut too deep right?

Sasha has officially lost her mind...over a guy.

•Whose house is Julia at?

•What did Julia mean when she said Sasha would pay?

•How is Damion feeling?

•What's up with Dominic?

•Where the hell is Sasha's mom!?

We'll find out!

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~•Dana•~