*lowercase is intentional*
a story in which you and the hyper boy next store fall in love. he may be a spaz, but he is your spaz. <3
i am not going to strictly copy the plot / lines of the movie for awhile! i'm going to try my best to set this B...
i quickly grabbed some sweatpants, a sports bra, and a cropped shirt to change into after my shower. i hopped into the shower and let the warm water soak into my body.
ugh, its been almost 24 hours since my last shower. i could have picked up so many germs. i started to scrub my body harder. i looked down at my body. i was quite skinny. 5'2'' and not even over 100 pounds. "skelewhore," the people at school called me. lucas would always flip them off. he almost got beat up because of it.
no matter how small i was, i didn't feel skinny. my extra small clothes and visible ribs should tell me i am, but i don't feel it. my legs still had a gap. i had "no ass." even though i guess i had some boobs, it's normally covered by a baggy shirt, so my stomach isn't as visible. i don't like long clothes though, then i look really small.
ugh, my stomach. i hated it. if i drank any kind of drink, or had any kind of food, it just looked a little bit bigger. nobody else noticed that, but i did. i hated it.
it's okay i guess. it's not like i have an eating disorder. i just don't eat as much as i should. as i was shaming myself, i realized i was in here for a while. i quickly washed and conditioned my hair and stepped out.
shit. we didn't put towels in here yet. since my bathroom is connected to my room, i knocked for eddie. "hey eds!! can you get my mom quickly?"
"ummm, she just left to pick up a few pizzas for us and the rest of the guys." goddammit mom.
"eds this might sound a little weird. downstairs there is a box with towels in them. could you grab two and knock when you get them? i'll reach my arm out."
he was silent. "eds?"
then, there was a knock on the bathroom door. i assumed it was eddie. i reached my arm out and felt two towels get placed i my hand. "thanks!"
"no problem," eddie said awkwardly.
i dried myself off and wrapped my hair in a towel. my y/l/h y/c/h was pretty difficult to manage. i slipped on the outfit i grabbed beforehand. at least eddie didn't have to hand me my bra...
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(this is the outfit you will be wearing)
i walked out with my hair wrapped in the towel with my pajama outfit on. eddie was sitting on my bed. he looked at me with wide eyes, almost in awe. he was probably just shocked to see me without my mascara and curled hair. i look pretty bad without those things.
i sat down at my vanity. i grabbed a brush and took the towel off my head. i lightly combed my hair. i noticed eddie still staring at me. did i really look that bad?
