Livia *very slow updates*

Chapter 4

He entered the crowed space again. Looking around the room rapidly trying to see her face again. One more time please, just let me see her one more time. He was begging his eyes to find her.

But when there was no luck of seeing her, he went to go find his seat. Jax found his table and took a seat. Soon after he sat down Serenity sat down right beside her. She smelt like sweat.

"You slept with him didn't you?" Jax snickered and crossed his arms.

"N-no what are you talking about?!" Serenity said as she was trying to fix her messy hair.

"You smell like you just had sex, your hair is fucked up, your button isn't buttoned, and your mascara is slightly smeared." Jax pointed out every single detail.

"How much did he give you?" Jax sat back and arched an eyebrow.

"50 grand." She smirked.

"I bet that your a loose one now. Loose ones, don't feel good." Jax laughed quietly so that only the 2 of them could hear his laugh.

"You know he's married. And has 3 kids."

"I know, I don't care though. I need go get those new Versace shoes. This kitty can get used all it wants as long as I get my money." She crossed her legs.

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The microphone quickly brought Jax's attention to the stage.

"Welcome Ladies and gentlemen!" The man said with a smile.

"Welcome to the 46th annual gala for best CEO of the years! We have 13 awards to give today. But first let's make a toast for everyone here. Get you drinks up and say, 'cheers'!" The man lifted up his drink and said 'cheers'.

Everybody did the same thing as the man on the stage did. Jax tried his best to put on a fake smile. Serenity finished her drink and looked at him. She batted her eyelashes, trying to get a reaction out of Jax.

"What?" He said with a cold voice.

"You're so hot." She went up closer to Jax and pulled on his tie.

"I wanna sleep with you. Give me your body. I have been wanting to sleep with you for almost 5 years. I want it so bad. Don't make me beg for it." Serenity bit her lip, trying to say this is a seductive voice.

Jax removed his tie away from her hands, and he quickly moved back, and off his seat.

"Don't you dare touch me. Not with your filthy hands. You just slept with a man who has a wife-"

"And you slept with somebody when you had a girlfriend!" She cut him off.

The both of them were causing a scene, and attention started to arise to them.

Jax just stared at her. She was right. He did sleep with somebody else when he was with Livia. He looked around the room and saw eyes all over him.

The news of him cheating was a trending topic 2 years ago. He felt so embarrassed with all these eyes on him. He turned to look away, but a certain pair of eyes caught his attention.

Livia.

Oh how she looked so wonderful, in her navy blue off the shoulder dress. He wanted to run up to her and hold her. He felt so embarrassed.

"Uh— Sorry everybody, but I have to go." Jax said quickly as he stormed out of the room with a red face.

He ran back to the balcony. He took many deep breaths. He slowly walked towards the end of the balcony, pressing his arms down on the rims, huffing for air.

"Jax." Her voice made him feel even more embarrassed.

He couldn't help it, he wanted to cry. But he didn't. He never let his emotions get the best of him. Jax was a tall, strong, well built man. He couldn't ruin his image.

"I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." He spoke as his voice almost broke.

"I hate seeing you so happy without me." He turned around and looked at her dazzling eyes.

"I'm sorry for what I did. I know that this won't change anything. I just need to know that you forgive me. I don't care if you don't want to get back together or not— well I do care, I just want your forgiveness." He looked down at her with his grey eyes

He sighed slowly and turned back again to see the view.

"I just... miss you.."

She looked at his side profile. His sharp chiseled jaw, he was clenching his jaws right now.

"I— I forgive you... for what you did to me. Maybe the cheating was meant to happen." She walked towards him and looked at his eyes.

"No, please don't say that." His voice said coldly.

"Maybe we just weren't meant to be. And I don't hate you. I could never hate you. What we had happened in the past. This is the future. Things are different now. I hope you find the right girl for you. She would be the luckiest girl in the world to have you." She said sincerely, meaning every single word she said.

"I want you back. Baby— I do, so much. Tesoro ti amo." He looked at her face, his pupils dilating.
(Translation: Treasure, I love you.)

"I know. I know you do. But this- this is for the best." She presses her hands against his hands for a quick second before removing her hands and turning away.

"Dovrei andare. May this be the last time we meet." She smiled and walked away.
(Translation: I should go.)

He couldn't just let her go like that. He fucked up 2 years ago. He didn't want to fuck it up again, he wanted her to be happy. To let her be free.

But he also wanted her back. Something in his heart, won't let her go.

Go, go run after her, what are you doing?! His conscious yelled at him.

"Sono un fottuto perdente." He slapped himself, as he stayed at the balcony. Translation: I am a fucking loser)

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A/N

I'm just using google translate so if anything is wrong please DM me. And for the next chapter I'll be making one of those ^^ (the picture) for Livia.

I know that you might not have liked the last part of what happened. (Livia going to talk to Jax) But that scene happens for a reason so don't hate on my story please! If you have something to say or point out, please DM me. :)