Some days I look into your eyes
N' when I do
All the memories we've made
Come flooding my mind
Like the Karun River
My eyes began to over flow
As if My cheeks were the Tigris River
The tears hitting my shirt
Symbolize the heavy rainfall
My emotions were Euphrates
Flooding and damaging the crops
Some days
I look into your eyes
I see them laden
N' others joyfully full of life
I sit here
Contemplating the worth
Of the heartache
Then there are days
Where my lows are high
Where the the sun rises and sets
In The warmth of love
N' there you are basking in it
Some days I can't get enough
My brain become four walls
With no opening
Today I found myself
Pondering
Today I found myself
Just sitting
Just thinking
Today I found myself
Enclosed in the four walls
Of my own mind
The clock ticking
My mind just as fuzzy as the tv
When the cable goes out
Today.
I.
Found.
Myself.
Breathing heavily
Spinning in circles
Trying to escape the box
That is my own mind
I know I shouldn't be running
From wall to wall
Loosing my mind
But I am,
I feel like
I can't escape the hell
That is my own reality
My heart aches
N' my soul yearns for understanding
This just can't be it
I can't keep this facade up
The more you stand here
The more I want to love you
