lost love

loss of control

Past
Tharns 16th birthday the boys sat criss crossed on types bed at midnight with two full bottles of alcohol tharn stole from his father.
Type looked down to either or chewing his inner cheek.
Tharn looked to type who seemed unsure about this.
"Type..we dont have to drink."
Type shrugged picking up the vodka bottle eyeing it.
He had seen how tharn eyed them. Type knew he wanted to try.
Taking a Deep breathe in he unscrewed the top to take a swig.
Tharn laughed when he brought it down to stick out his tongue.
"Eeew why do adults like this."
Tharn looked down to see the Malibu.
"Mmm try this. I heard its sweet."
Placing the vodka down he took that one.
Tharn grabbed the vodka to take a swig.
Didn't taste that bad.
Type took a swig and tharn was right. It was sweet. He downed the contents like any ordinary drink.
Tharn brought down the drink to look at type with Wide eyes.
He had drinken half the bottle.
Tharn laughed and reached over to take the bottle After he closed the vodka bottle placing it to the bed.
Grabbing it, type cocked his head to the side.
"Hey?"
Tharn raised an eye brow seeing types face and ears start to turn red.
He then smiled laughing a bit.
"I can see your what they call a light weight type."
Type pounced on tharn giving him a passionate kiss.
Tharn wrapped his arms around him reciprocating.
Type leaned back his eyes darted.
"I love you tharn! Happy birth.. Day! Mmm i hope you and i are always together."
Tharn smiled Then pushed type down to make passionate love to him.
Present
Type and tharn got into his apartment. Type looked down at his bag. Tharn bought him a bunch of art supplies.
He went too the Bathroom leaving tharn in the living room.
Tharn took off his jacket to place it on the couch. Sitting, he took a cake from his bag to place it on the table placing a 27 candle on top.
To his side he opened types present placing the bottle by the cake.
Getting up he went to the kitchen for 2 plates, 2 forks and 2 cups.
Walking back Type was on the floor looking at the cake with a smile.
Tharn stopped to take a deep breathe.
Okay here we go.
Awhile later half the cake was gone and so was half the bottle. Type stupidly drank too much.
Type sat with one arm behind him the other had the cup to his mouth has he drunkly laughed at a joke tharn told.
Tharn sat criss crossed to the side of type drinking only his second with a smile on his face.
They both looked at each other.
Type then looked down to place the cup to the table.
"That...was a funny jjoke tharn."
Type placed his other arm back with his legs stretched out looking around the room.
"Mmm so 27? Feel wiser or just old?"
Type shrugged.
"Not wiser but old." He laughed.
Tharn looked down to the cup remembering the promise he made to fluke.
"Um type. I need to tell you something."
Type lolled his head to the side looking at tharn.
"Mmm do you remember the last time we did this?"
Tharn chuckled and smirked.
"Yes. You got so drunk. My father also grounded me when he found out."
Type started to breathe heavily.
"Mmm what do you think what would have happened to us...if he didn't."
Tharn brought up his drink to down the contents before he put it on the table to then mimic types position.
Taking a deep inhale he looked seriously at type who was breathing heavily.
"Type. I didn't just break up with you back then because he caught us."
Types eyes narrowed.
"My father.. He threatened your future. I couldnt allow that. Also he made a kid act like you had moved on so id leave you alone."
Type widen his eyes. He turned his head to look forward.
"Your father was a cold heartless bastard....sorry."
Type bent up to grab the bottle drinking then he put it back to place both arms behind him.
"Don't apologize for stating a fact."
He laughed.
They both then laughed.
Tharn leaned a bit closer. Type hung his head closing his eyes.
Tharn stopped to hang his head looking to the floor.
Type was trying to think.
So tharn broke up with me for me to have a future?
Opening his eyes he turned his head to the side to see tharn looking sullenly down.
Gulping, type closed his eyes to place his lips on tharns.
Tharns eyes opened wide in surprise.
Breathing heavily type leaned back to look at the floor biting his lower lip.
His eyes darted.
Oh type, why did you do that?
"Uuummm...i..." He stuttered.
Tharn looked at type to bring up his hand to wrap it around his neck pulling him back for another kiss.
This time tharn took out his tongue seeking entrance. Type kept his lips in a tight line.
What are you doing type? You've...be down..this...
Slowly his mind started to go fuzzy.
Type with his mouth opened it slightly to allow tharns tongue in.
They both lathered each other's in each other's mouths.
Type had only kissed 3 others since tharn and they could not compare.
Opening his eyes slightly Tharn saw type and he knew he was drunk.
Tharn, this is wrong. This is not What i wanted to have happen.
He tried to lean off but type lost control.
Type pounced on tharn to wrap his arms around his neck with his legs on either side of his body.
Tharn sat down with his arms around types body while he sat on top. They were still locked in a passionate kiss.
Tharn couldn't control himself. He missed type like crazy.
They both moaned heavily into they're kiss.
Type then leaned off to place his mouth on tharns neck wrapping his legs around his waist.
"Tharn..." He breathed heavily.
"Make love to me even if you dont feel it."
Tharns eyes opened wide.
Type leaned back for them to glare at each other both they're eyes darted.
Tharn breathed heavily then he leaned his face to types to place his tongue back inside his mouth.
Leaning his body slightly forward with type. He was able to get up to take them to his bed.
Type was surprisly light.
What screamed in tharns head was "i do feel love for you type, i always have, every day for the last 10 year's."
Once to the bed he hovered over type who took his arms away from his neck to bring them down unbuckling his belt to unbutton and unzip his pants.
Tharn did the same while they stayed in there kiss swirling there tongues around.
They both got there pants and boxers off.
Tharn. Leaned off to take off his shirt and type did the same.
They threw there clothes wherever while tharn stood there for a moment looking down at type to admire how little his body had changed. It was still glorious and sexy.
Type prompt himself on his elbows looking at tharn up and down his eyes widen at his package that was fully erect and somehow it was bigger.
"How are you bigger?"
Tharn chuckled.
Gulping he got on type to Hover over him Licking his lips.
Type laid back down placing his hands to his back to grip the flesh has they kissed once More.
Kissing type tharn then went down while type put his hands to either side of his head while tharn brought up types legs to the edge of the bed pulling them slightly more open.
He then placed types cock fully into his mouth.
Types body buck up from the pleasure.
"Aaaaah god damn tharn. You suck so good. Mmm"
Type squeezed his eyes tightly.
He was so close to cumming.
Tharn couldn't hold back.
His memeber twitched in anticipation. It was oozing pre cum.
Taking his mouth off he stood up to hover over type his eyes darted. Type opened his eyes confused for the stall.
"Ww..what?"
"Where's your lube?"
"Um...i.. don't have any..."
Tharn cocked his head to the side.
"How did you and kon?"
Type rolled his eyes.
"I haven't....with anyone but you..."
Tharns eyes widen in amazement. Then He smiled. No one other then him had touched this man. Types body was still his.
Types eyes narrowed.
"I did...other things tharn. Don't you..."
His eyes widen.
Tharn was not going to let type ruin the mood so he kissed him.
Leaning back he spat in his hand to lean off Type to lather his dick.
Type gulped.
"Mmm ddo..do you have a condom?"
Tharn stopped and looked back at type with narrowed eyes.
"I haven't in 3 months type also..."
He smiled remembering there first time.
"I want to feel all of you without it. Im clean type. I saw a doctor 2 weeks ago."
Types eyes darted his chin quivered a bit.
He said something similar back then.
Bringing his hands Down he placed them on tharns face to pull him up.
They locked lips again sucking at each other's tongues.
Tharn slowly inch by inch inserted himself into type who winced in pain. It hurt and a lot.
"Nnmm"
Wait type til i get to your sweet spot.
Tharn was able to turn them a bit so he could get to types length to jerk him off.
Pain turned to pleasure.
Tharn leaned back to place his forehead to types. They were moaning heavily.
"Aaah ttharn! I'm cumming."
"Aaaah so am i type...i can't hold back. Your so...so tight and feel amazing."
They both came in unison.
Awhile later type laid to his stomach with his eyes closed head on his arms.
He couldn't open them since the room kept spinning.
Tharn laid to his side kissing his back still fully erect. It had been 8 years since he came. Those 2 years he had only his hand and that torn picture of type.
He teased types hole with his finger.
"Mmm type? Can i make love to you again."
Type nodded. He was still hard too.
Spitting in his hand he got on top of type too re insert himself thrusting slow.
"Nnn tharn! Mmm ddont forget to mmake me cum."
Tharns eyes darted then he brought up types butt to be able to reach around to jerk his length off.
Type hung his head to place his arms to the bed, his fingers gripped the bed sheet.
"Oh god tharn! Fuck me! Fuck me harder! Mmm mmake me cum! Oh god i missed this!"
Tharn thrusted harder.
"Aaaah type you feel so fucking good! Mmm your gonna make me ccum again! Its been so long since I've cummed like this mmm."
Type in his drunken haze got confused.
"Nnnmmm.. Doesn't she mmake you.."
Tharn shook his head.
"God no type! She could never! I've only cummed With you mmmm im sooo pent up!"
He leaned his body on types still thrusting and stroking hard.
"Mmm didn't your other...boyfriends mmake you?"
Type shook his head.
"No! Aaaaah I've never cummed with them....only You... God fuck this is so good! Mmm im cumming."
They both came in unison breathing hard.
Soon they rolled over to sit near each other there legs were on top of each other with there foreheads to each other's breathing heavily jerking the other off.
They moaned heavily til they camed once more.
They both twitched and shuttered has they leaned there chins up to once again locked themselves in a passionate kiss.
Awhile later tharn laid on his back with type on top of him with his ear to his heart and his arm wrapped around his torso.
Tharn looked to the ceiling.
"Mmm type."
Type shook his head.
"I can't....not again...Tharn."
He slightly smirked then type fell asleep.
Feeling a limp type tharn looked down to kiss him on his head Wrapping his arms around him tightly.
Tharn felt bad for allowing this. Type was drunk.Also you didn't tell him tharn.
feeling exhausted he couldn't help but let his eyes drift shut.
Tomorrow was going to be one hell of a day but for now he was in a close embrace with the man he loved the most.
Type shifted his head slightly up and down tharns chest hearing his heart
"Nnnnmm i...love you tharn."
Tharn opened his eyes for a brief moment to let a tear fall.
Taking a deep breathe.
Tharn wished type was not under the influence for him to say that.
Re closing his eyes. Tharn drifted off to sleep.
Hoping for the best for tomorrow.