lost love

going home

The next morning type woke up on tharns stomach. Opening his eyes he look up contently. His eyes darted.
I love you tharn.
Sighing, happily he regrettably needed to get up and relieve himself. Walking to the bathroom he completed his business. After he turned on the shower going straight inside letting the warm water hit him.
He looked up with a smile that started too turn to a frown. Type was overly happy but he still had his doubts about this. He felt they were moving too fast.
Taking a deep intake, he's smile returned. Tharn had gone inside to wrap his arms around types body holding him tight. Type brought up his hands to place them on tharns. They swayed a bit back and forth.
Tharn placed his head on types shoulder.
"I.love you."
Type leaned his head to the side nodding.
After they showered together, they went with there robes on to walk to a grand breakfest.
They sat down consuming, type had his head on his hand looking adorly at tharn. His heart swelled with love for him.
Tharn ate then has he picked up his cup he looked to type with a smile Sipping the content, he placed it down , mimicking types position.
They both looked to each other blissfully.
"Your.....spoiling me too much."
Type chuckled forking a strawberry to feed tharn. Tharn chewed it happily then forked a watermelon feeding type.
"You deserve to be spoiled."
Type chewed rolling his eyes.
Once they got done, Unforentally they had to pack too go home.
Dressed, type sullenly had his body slightly bent placing his clothes in the suitcase.
Tharn finished and looked up seeing types expression.
Walking around the bed he went too him wrapping his arms about.
Type smiled.
"Will....will we still be this happy when we go back into reality?"
Tharn placed his head on his shoulder, nodding.
"Only 3 months and 2 more weeks type. Then a divorce and...."
He grabbed type by the wrist to spin him slowly, gently around.
Tharn placed his hands too either side of types face. They stared, eyes darted to one another.
"May i....when those papers are signed...tell the world I'm the boyfriend of the most greatest artist here in Thailand.... You type."
Types chin quivered.
He brought up his hands to place them over tharns.
"You....know...there might be negativity if you do that? You might lose clients...."
Types sentance hung, his eyes widen.
Tharn bent types head up to place his lips on types.
Parting he looked straight into his eyes with a serious expression.
"Type....i don't care."
Type flinched.
"I'm in love with you type. Your not the only one who hated to be a secert in high school. Once those papers are signed, i.plan to go back to school and become an architect then once you and i have been dating a year i plan too make you my wife. Then i will build our dream home here on your beach."
Type looked down tears rolled down his face.
He closed his eyes.
Taking a deep breathe, he was trying hard not too fully invest his feelings or Heart into this. 10 months is a long way away from them. (Type counted when they first came into being boyfriends)
Anything could happen.
Type opened his eyes looking too tharn apologetically.
"Let's...just go home first."
Tharn took a deep breathe in. He placed his forehead onto his, closing his eyes.
"I love you type. I don't care how long i.have too keep saying it, i don't care how long i have to wait for you too believe me and my words. I know only actions and time will tell. Ill show you type. You will see."
They both let fresh tears roll down.
Type nodded.
"I like you so much ttharn! Ill....try... just..." He weeped.
Tharn quickly took his hands from type face to wrap his arms around types body.
"Don't type....don't do anything. Never hold anything back, your thinking or what you want to say to me. Be selfish! I love you type. All i do now is for you and i to be happy. I want us to be happy together has we once were before i fucked everything up for being stupid."
Type took his hands too the back of tharns back gripping tightly.
"We...we're young tharn. Just.... don't do it again. Your right. Time and your actions will tell me everything."
They both hugged each other tightly.
Parting they looked to one another holding hands.
"I love you type. You have no idea how happy only you can make me."
He smiled.
Type gave tharn a wide grin.
"Mmm let's go to our house. Need to make sure you didn't go over board."
He lightly chuckled.
Tharn nodded.
Leaning in they gave each other a brief kiss.
Letting go of types hands, type whipped away his tears. Looking back tharn grabbed his suitcase with his own.
Parting they bickered about not letting type carry his own luggage. In the car they squeezed there intertwined hands looking forward with peaceful smiles. Type was in pure heaven.