Where Light Meets Darkness

Hurts Like Hell

Yes this will be a short chapter, its 0109 and tomorrow will be the first time I leave the neighborhood since February 18...

I get to go to Costco and I really wanna look nice... But I had an idea for this song and... HERE I AM!!!😂😂😂😂😂😂 kriff my life.

Please enjoy!!

Ben jolted with a scream as a night terror clenched onto Ben as sweat poured over his skin and his heart rate overwhelmed his breathing control.

He cried to himself as the episode continued even after being awake. Rey some how bursted into his room with her long metal staff in hand and BB-8 at her side with a taser jetting out of the little ball's side. "WHAT'S WRONG?!" Rey yelled as she looked around the room and noticed odd things. Alarm clock not set but had just struck 0300 with it's bright red color. The sheets were messy and unkept with sweat stains marking where a figure laid in the imprint. "Night... Terror..." Ben whispered as he slightly rocked back and forth on the cold hard floor as a draft settled at the lower part of the floor.

"Oh..." Rey whispered to herself as it was the only thing she could speak and swiftly moved to sit next to him and engulfed him in a hug. After sitting there for about five minutes, his heart rate was still throbbing against Rey's chest has she tried her hardest to comforter him.

"How can I say this without breaking? How can I say this without taking over?" Rey sang in a soft voice as she rocked back and forth with Ben clenging to her for dear life as his episode continued. "How can I put it down into words? When it's almost too much for my soul alone..." His breathing slowed as she rubbed his back in soothing circles.

"I loved, and I loved and I lost you...I loved, and I loved and I lost you...I loved, and I loved and I lost you...And it hurts like hell...
Yeah, it hurts like hell" he tighten his grip on her as he exhaled a shaky breath, trying to calm down as it still clenged to him. "I don't want them to know the secrets, I don't want them to know the way I loved you...I don't think they'd understand it, no I don't think they would accept me, no" Ben calmed as his episode  deplenish and moved to be more comfortable in her arms as she relaxed against the cold, hard brick of the room. "I loved, and I loved and I lost you...I loved, and I loved and I lost you...I loved, and I loved and I lost you...And it hurts like hell, Yeah, it hurts like hell" BB-8 came closer and cuddled next to Rey as she played with Ben's raven black hair and sang the next lyrics. "Dreams fight with machines, Inside my head like adversaries, Come wrestle me free, Clean from the war, Your heart fits like a key, Into the lock on the wall" she relaxed more as she felt both of them drift into sleep.

Rey felt steady tears escape her eyes as she sang the last lines. "I loved, and I loved and I lost you...I loved, and I loved and I lost you...
I loved, and I loved and I lost you...And it hurts like hell, yeah it hurts like hell." Then she slowly drifted into sleep with Ben laying on her lap and BB-8 at her side. With single tears escaping her eyes, just like the way they did when she was young trying to sing herself to sleep with the same song, she finally felt at ease and was finally discovering, after all these years of abusive foster families and feeling like she's useless, that the song finally helps her fall asleep... All she needed was someone to return her hugs she gave some generously.

Ok, real short but I really want to share some COVID-19 memes with you!!

TThank you for your time!😎🥰😘