Crush Culture ♱ Charlie D'amelio

038, 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓

thirty-eight, 𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄
( TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of self-harm )

MESSAGES BETWEEN
( 𝗌𝖺𝗅𝖾𝗆 & 𝗅𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗁 )

lils 🤍
hey babe

lils 🤍
we haven't hung out in
awhile i was wondering
if we could hang today?

lils 🤍
plus my moms baking today
and i know how much you love
her baking :)

sal 💓
hey thanks for the invite
but i can't sorry

lils 🤍
what else could you possibly be
doing that doesn't involve ME
MESSAGE ERASED
oh

lils 🤍
why is that?

sal 💓
me and charli are hanging
out today and i'm so excited
you have no idea lils

sal 💓
we're gonna meet up, hang
out, and clear the air between
us finally face to face

sal 💓
before she leaves to go
back home for a couple weeks :/

lils 🤍
oh....

lils 🤍
i don't think that's a good
idea salem, i mean what would
chase think? his gf or whatever
hanging out with someone who is
known to have a crush on her

sal 💓
charli and chase don't date
and besides, why would he care
that much? lol, me and him don't
have a problem. and how i feel really
isn't his concern

sal 💓
he even texted me a couple
days ago and said he wanted
things to be cool between us

lils 🤍
that useless son of a bitch
MESSAGE ERASED
oh thats good ig

lils 🤍
chase has proven to be
manipulative tho like i don't
think his intentions are pure, ya know?

sal 💓
i'm choosing to believe him
and be on good terms with him

sal 💓
i don't like having drama with
anyone, period

lils 🤍
well back to you and charli

lils 🤍
i don't think you two hanging
out is good idea. she's just using
you salem. just like she used chase
and everyone else in the hype house
to help her "career"

lils 🤍
besides why is she all of a
sudden clingy and wanting to
talk to you when weeks ago she
barely even spoke to you?

lils 🤍
ur seriously gonna give her
a second chance?

sal 💓
woah, lils, chill.

sal 💓
first of all, charli isn't that
type of person, if anything she's
one of the most genuine people i
have the pleasure of knowing. she's
REAL, humble, and nice, and sweet,
and literally perfect, unlike a lot of
people in LA...

sal 💓
it's so easy to find fake people
out here, and charli is not
one of them

sal 💓
so please, be respectful.
and don't talk about her like
that, especially if you don't
know how she is as a person

lils 🤍
why are you defending this bitch
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lils 🤍
i'm sorry it's just

lils 🤍
you can't go out with
her salem, not today

lils 🤍
i need you here with me,
by my side, i have so much
going on right now

lils 🤍
i need you 🥺

sal 💓
lils i CAN'T miss this,
charli leaves early tomorrow

sal 💓
i can't screw this up, this
means so much to me

sal 💓
if i don't see her tomorrow
i won't see her for weeks and
it'll just make things worse

sal 💓
try to understand

lils 🤍
i didn't ask
MESSAGE ERASED

lils 🤍
salem please you have to come
over, i'm begging you please

lils 🤍
it's getting closer to the day
my dad passed and i can't stop
thinking about him and that day

lils 🤍
you know how i get around
this time and my mom is on my
ass about so much stuff right now

lils 🤍
i'm in tears while typing this
salem like it hurts so much i'm
going through so much right now

lils 🤍
and i need you here,
i need you with me

lils 🤍
but of course you'd abandon me for
someone prettier and better than me
like charli freaking d'amelio

lils 🤍
if you don't come over i might...
who knows what i might do...and it'd
be your fault salem

salem
lils please dont say stuff
like that and don't make me
choose, you both are important
to me, this isn't fair why are
you acting like this?

lils 🤍
salem please just come and
be with me, i'll hurt myself and you
know i will...and it'd be all on you so
please just come over 🥺🥺🥺

sal 💓
i can't be gone for long,
lils. i can't but

sal 💓
...i'm on my way

authors note,
y'all finna be real mad at me