Bitter Sweet

Chapter 16 - what have I done?

"So what do you think babe, Blue or black?.... Uhm, Ariana?"

"Uhmm, yeah? Oh, definitely the black. Its so beautiful"

"What's wrong babe? Its obvious you've been lost in thought since you got to school. Is there anything you're not telling me?" He asks looking worried

I don't know if I should tell  him about my "dad". He may want to meet him and I don't want that.

"well" I say still contemplating

"Common Ariana. What's wrong"

"Its nothing. I'm just tired"

"Tired? But why. Didn't you get any sleep last night?"

"I did. But wasn't enough. I just couldn't sleep and I don't know why"

"Is it because you're still not talking to Hailey?"

"How'd you know that I'm not talking to her? I don't remember telling you that"

"Well you didn't, She did. She's missing you Ariana, and she's not doing well right now"

"Well I don't care. Seems she doesn't want me to be happy"

"Why would you say that? Hailey has always been there for you as far as I'm concerned"

"Well, I don't wanna talk about it"

"Okay babe. Don't wanna get you upset. But you can't keep running"

"Whatever. Got to go babe" I say giving him a Peck on the lips before getting up.

"But where are you going? Lunch time isn't over"

"Yeah. But I gotta go to the rest room"

"Uhm. Okay"

"Later guys" I say waving his friends before leaving

My mind is like a roller coaster right now and I really need someone to talk to. And Jake is the only person I can talk to right now but I don't wanna talk about it with him

Events from yesterday keep playing over and over in my head and I don't  even know how I feel right now.
Don't know if should be happy or sad

I walk into the rest room and thankfully, there's no one else here.

So I let a few droplets of tears to roll down my cheeks. And then I wash my face before walking out.
I think I'm gonna go home or somewhere else where I won't have to be near people

I walk out of the school's entrance hoping to walk away without being called back by a teacher.
A lot of thoughts continue to flow through my mind as I walk to my car which is parked at the end of the school's parking lot

Suddenly I hear a few students yelling at me to get out of the way and then a cars horn. I'm about to take action and run but then I'm hit by a car and I feel pain everywhere as I fall to the ground really hard. I feel like I've just been thrown down from a 50 storey  building. All of me hurts right now and I'm about to loose consciousness when a few students circle around me. I can't really see much cause my eyes are almost completely closed and my head is aching badly. But I know they're all yelling and panicking, while some are tryna revive me or get me to move which is only making situations worse for me. My head keeps ringing
  The last thing I remember before totally blacking out is being carried bridal style into the back seat of a car. And the person carrying me keeps asking if I'm okay, which is a very stupid question to ask. But I'm too weak to give any response. And the next thing I remember is darkness

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"So she'll be fine?"

"Yes she will. She just needs to rest"