Happier (DahMin) [Completed]

Chapter 25: His Pain

AN: Annyeong guys!! I already write many chapters ahead. I'm planning to finish this story while were all in quarantine. And for the previous chapters, I'm starting to edit it. Like Chapter 11, remember that taglish chapter hihi. I'll translate it to english na po.

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keep safe everyonee! Always wash your hands 🙂

Dahyun's POV

Its been weeks since Jimin and I got together. I still can't believe this is happening.

I still can't believe that the one I was just staring at from afar before is now mine.

Mine.

Hmm that sounds great.

The others also know about this of course. They all are happy for us and Sana is still well, apologizing for what she has done. She said if she didn't have asked for the request Jimin and I will be together for a long time now. While Tzuyu is very very happy, she's the one who comforted me every time I cry when I see Jimin and Irene together. She even shouted "Finally!" Ghad that Yoda.

But still, everything went to where it is now right?

I just hope it stays the way it is.

"Hey, how's my Dubu?" Jimin asked, hugging me from behind. He's face buried on my neck.

"Fine. Neo?" (Neo= You)

"I'm kinda tired" I put his hand put off my waist. I faced him and put my arms on his waist. My chin on his chest.

"Don't push yourself too much"

"Well I need to. People are expecting and ARMYs deserve this effort. We won't reach this far without their support"

"Well I'm here on behalf of ARMY I think they also wouldn't want you to push yourself too much. They're like your girlfriends and wives they'll be worried when you get sick"

"But you're my girlfriend and I won't worry you" I put my face in his chest, trying to hide my cheeks from blushing.

Gosh! Why does he have to say that every time. Like he's proud of having me as his girl.

"Dubu" he called laughing and I just shook my head. He removed my head from hiding in his chest, cupping my face.

"You're cute when you blush. Don't hide it" he said, looking directly at my eyes. Then he smiled.

That smile! Millions of girls fall for that smile of his and I'm one of them.

"Stop it! You're too handsome, my heart can't take it" he's laughter became louder and louder while my cheeks are getting hotter.

I ran from him, can't handle the embarrassment I'm feeling, and went to the Garden. Ghad I need air!

Both my hands are in my face and then I bumped into someone.

"Dahyun?" I heard Taehyung's Voice. I put my hands down and faced him.

"Annyeong Tae!" I happily greeted him.

He smiled. "I like that you're now happy, please always be like that" now I remember his words saying that he likes me.

I suddenly felt sorry, Jimin, and I announced we're officially together in dinner.

I suddenly felt sorry for not thinking about Tae's feelings.

"If I'm happy would you also be?" I asked his smile to become sad.

"Of course I would. You're my best friend right? Your happiness would also be mine" I can feel pain from his voice.

Why didn't I noticed?

Why did I not see?

And its always him I go to whenever I don't know what to do about my feelings anymore.

Gosh! How can I be so oblivious?

Am I too focused on Jimin?

"Hey, Dubu..are you crying?" Taehyung asked and that's when I noticed that tears are falling off of my eyes. I quickly wiped it.

I felt his pain.

I felt that pain before.

The pain where you like someone but they can't like you back because they already like someone.

The pain where your feelings aren't noticed and valued.

The pain where your feelings aren't important.

It sucks to be in that position.

You can't blame anyone because it's you who's in charge of your feelings. No one is to blame on that. You're the one who's in control.

"Mianhae..." I whispered. He is my bestfriend, I don't want him to feel this kind of pain. I know I can't do anything about it. But I somehow wanted to blame myself. I was always with him and most of the time I cry in front of him because of someone else.

There's nothing that could hurt more when you see the one you love hurting because of someone.

Just like what I felt when Jimin and Seulgi broke up.

"What's wrong? Why are you saying sorry?" he's starting to panic, when he saw how my tears fall like a water faucet.

I don't know why I want to do it. But I just did anyways.

I hugged him.

I hug him like it can absorb the pain away.

And him being Taehyung, didn't ask any more questions.

He just hugs me back.

"Mianhae.." I again whispered. "Someday you'll find someone who will love you more than you love her"