Happier (DahMin) [Completed]

Chapter 38

Jimin's POV

Loud cheers. Ocean of blinking lights waving. Speakers roaring loudly in every corner of the stadium.

I will surely miss this

Its been 7 years. Today is the day.

The last day.

Hearing the ARMY's cries was something. They have been with us for years, supporting us in whatever we do. I'm very thankful to all of them. The journey was wholesome. Ecstatic. Euphoric.

But every journey has a destination.

It has an end but the end means another beginning.

We gave some emotional and thankful speech to ARMY's before we end our last concert.

They'll be forever in our hearts.

But now, I need to see the woman who has my heart with her.

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"You really sure about it?" Taehyung asked. He knew about my plan after our heartbreaking goodbye. All of them knew actually.

It was hard living with them for the first two years after she left. All of them have no slight idea about the reason and when they heard about it. They all gave me strong playful punches saying I'm an idiot.

Especially, I've got no jams.

Reminiscing it now, it was kind of funny to me a bit. They're right, that's so stupid of me. It was just a little threat but it got me trapped.

"Of course, I also should get a love life you know" I jokingly said. He chuckled.

He's happy now, with the love of his life. All of them have, seems like I'm the only one left.

The next night, we threw a party by ourselves with the Twice. We're still living in the same roof. We did three collaborations and after that, we're more comfortable with the presence of each other.

We lived in harmony. I also apologized to them and even though they were mad at the first time passed and they all have forgiven me.

Drinking wine I glanced at all of them.

Taehyung's arms are wrapped around Sana's shoulders.

Jungkook's hand holding Tzuyu's.

Suga sniffing Nayeon's hair.

Jin serving food to Mina.

Jhope joking around with Momo.

and RM bantering with Jihyo.

Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon were drinking, laughing, and talking about something.

All were happy.

I am happy but I'm happier with her.

Now I wonder, is she happy? Did she found someone who can make her happy?

"Do you think she's happy now?" I asked out of nowhere. All of them stopped at what they doing. I looked down and played the glass of wine I'm holding.

"Come on Jimin! It's been seven years" Tzuyu complained, the side of my lips rose a bit. She always complains when she sees me like this. Thinking of her.

"I think she is" Taehyung answered

"You think?" the hope was evident in my tone.

"Yes, and you'll be one day," he said. All of them agreed and continued to what they were doing. While I just stared at my wine. Continuously thinking of her every second.

I'll be happy someday, they say.

When is that?

The night was fun. Not until they all got tired and drunk. It was a peaceful and peaceful means I got to think about her again. Overthinking things about her. Asking questions in mind that I have no answer about.

Will I get to see her again?

Will she talk to me?

Will she forgive me?

Does she still love me? or she had me replaced now?

Do I still have a chance?

and my biggest question that I repeatedly asked myself through years

Is she happy? all I wanted for her is to be happy. Nothing more. Just her happiness is enough.

As I looked up to the bright mysterious moon, a lone tear fell.

"I miss you" I whispered to myself. There were nights in those 7 years where I dream of her. I dreamed of our memories. I dreamed of the day she answered me. I dreamed of the day I left her. I dreamed of our first encounter. I dreamed of her face smiling happily at me and my worst dream was that I saw her smiling happily at another man.

Her happiness is important. But that dream was a nightmare. I always fear of being replaced again. Having it the second time around is...just plain painful. Especially if it's Dubu.

"You can go to her now, you know," Taehyung said who's now sitting beside me, also looking at the mysterious full moon.

"What if she doesn't want to see me?" I questioned. 3 years, we spent 3 years looking for her location. She's not using any more social media. Twice have no contact with her anymore. I was worried. What if she's gone? Is she still alive?

Overthinking isn't really a good thing for a human. It'll destroy you.

"Aren't you tired of it? You've been asking questions to yourself in 7 years" He said while still looking beautifully at the moon. "You can't have answers to that if you're not going to see her" He paused "You know the address, go to her. Ask all those questions you want to be answered"

"But what if---"

"Oh come on Jimin. Stop that what if's. It brings you no good. It's been 7 years, be happy...at least" He tapped my shoulder and then left.

I'm so very thankful that Taehyung was always there for me, whenever I needed him. I don't have to ask. It was like he can feel it whenever I do.

After spending half an hour at the balcony looking at the moon and thinking about many things I went to my room, her room to sleep. It's been a tiring day.

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"How many days are you going to stay there?" RM Hyung asked me while I was putting my clothes in a duffel bag.

"I don't know. Depends" I answered and also put some hygiene products.

"You sure you know where she is?" Jhope muttered

I zipped the bag and faced all of them. "I'm not, but I'm hoping that she's there" The address we have was given to us 3 years ago by our private investigator. She could have moved somewhere, but I'm hoping she's still there.

"Jin don't you know where your sister is?" Suga asked boringly

"Well she seldom calls me and I never asked her where she is. It's always Sang Bum Hyung who she calls and she doesn't have a phone. She uses the payphone when she calls" Jin Hyung answered.

"It's okay. If she's not there then I'll stay there for a week's vacation. If she's there, I'll let you know" I announced.

When I got everything I need inside the car I bid goodbye and drove to my destination.

It's time to win my happiness back.