Dear May,
I'm so sorry.
I miss you so much. I shouldn't have lied to you.
Dammit, May, I love you.
I loved you the moment you took me into your house. I loved you the moment you made sure I found foster parents who loved and cared about me more than my actual parents ever did. I loved you the moment you took a homless, breathing, selfish human being into your home and made sure that I ate and cleaned up myself. I loved you the moment you showed me how to properly tie my shoelaces because my parents failed to teach me how.
I loved you the moment you kissed me in your treehouse.
I woke up when you kissed me, May. I didn't want to ruin anything so I pretended that I was asleep until I actually fell asleep. I remember you placing my head on your chest. I remember you cuddling closer to me so that I was warm even though I had your bedsheet over me.
Dammit, May!
It hurts so badly. I want you to come back. I want you to hear me say that I love you. I want you to see me go down on my knees and beg for your forgiveness. I want you to spend the rest of my life with me. I want you to celebrate my birthday with me today...
But I'm too late... You won't ever come back.
I can't love anyone else but you, May. You were my best friend, my lover, God, even my mother. And I pushed you away right when you needed me the most. I was afraid that if my parents found out that I had left my boyfriend for a girl they would send me away just like my actual parents. I was afraid that my life would go downhill and I couldn't handle that type of life again not after gaining a reason to live through you. I was so selfish...
Now you're gone and I have no one.
I'm so sorry, May.
I love you so much... and I will forever love you.
With much regret and love,
April.
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